Escapism.

7

„You sure it was him ?" Soph asks sipping her Fanta at Canes.
„YES, I had a small talk with him"
„Eww. I would've ignore him"
„Don't you remember how dirty he did you ?"

I stuff my mouth full with chicken. Muting myself to not answer.
„Don't you remember how he all of a sudden said he is a touchy person and can't deal with you living two hours from his home ?, but when you were in person he sat like ten meters away from you?" Soph's face turns red whenever she talks about him. She hates him with her full heart like literally, hates him.

„I mean...I forgave him so. All I can do now is look forward you know ?"
„Yea but what if he shows up at performances in the future ?" Jenay asks
„What if he don't, STOP Manifesting, what is wrong with y'all. He dumbed me, and said he didn't wanted to be with me anymore and he doesn't love me anymore. Just leave it like that" I countine eating.

Knowing i'll trow it up later

„He is a horrible human being"  Soph says before sipping on her Fanta.
„guys it's okay. He dates a wonderful girl now. Maybe he is more happy than iam"

„Wonderful girl ?"

„Happy than iam?"

„Girl do you need a doctor ?"

„I mean...he said I'm stressed him. So..., maybe this witch doesn't stress her"
„This witch stresses us already, what in the right state of mind, makes you think she doesn't stress him ?" -soph

„Alright guys just leave it alone, I just wanted to tell you about it and move on from it"

The table went quiet.

As we are done eating we drive home in quietness. I don't know what to say, Jenay doesn't know what to say. And Soph is just so mad, i'm scared that she will crash the car out of anger.
I mean during the breakup she had to go trough my Suffer the most.

He just dumbed me and had the guts to tell me move on.

She always said „he will come back" and there he is standing infront of me acting like nothing happened. Like it's some kind of joke.

Do you know the funny sentence.

„But we can still be friends. I want to be your friend"

Yea please girl. Run. He will never ever contact you. He will watch your story's, maybe like them but never text. And that's the moment when you know, if you don't mute that human being. Or block him. He will hold you away from your healing.

If you're one the girlies like me who can't block people or remove them. Just mute them. Trust me, the will come back.

I mean I never thought about him coming back like this...and never thought he will come back... or I'll ever see him. But. Hey, I saw he didn't change and got a witchy girlfriend. It may be a blessing.

In disguise.

I think i'm about to trow up.

Someone please kill me.

-

At home we lay down on the couch, relaxing a bit before making myself bed ready.

„Lora, we don't have enough food for tomorrow" Sophia looks trough my fridge trying to find food to eat. Sometimes I have a feeling that Sophia doesn't like living with her boyfriend. I mean she is always at my house and only goes home when she needs new clothes.

„Soph?"
„hmm?"
„Did you and Elijah broke up ?"

She goes quiet.

„No"

„I don't believe you"

„No we didn't. I mean. We by near did but why are you asking ?"

„WHAT DO YOU MEAN WITH WHY AM I ASKING ?, you guys are engaged...?"

„Yea but i don't know if i still wanna do it"
„JE-"

„No she can't find out. She will kill him" she stops me. I don't get it, he loves her more than he loves his sister.

„What happened ?"

„we got into a little fight...and you know he serves in the military. So before he left to serve in Canada. We had a fight. And I choosed to ignore him, even when he left...and now we didn't had time to talk about it"

„please as soon as he comes home talk to him"
„Yes i'll...he will be my husband soon"

„You got this, I know how mature Elijah can be" she smiles a little.