Escapism.

10

JAYDEN

I woke up in complete distress.

I'm sweating

And feel dehydrated.

I sit down on my bed and just try to comprehend myself before standing up to go to the bathroom to shower.
I turn the water on lowheat and close the shower door.

„Don't you gotta take care of your girlfriend ?"

Her voice didn't left my head since then.
Her voice matured so much, it's not even normal. It's way deeper, and she sounds very attractive to say the least.

There should be no reason tho to think of her all the time, while having a girlfriend. I mean...I did try to look for her in many woman. But for some reason, I only found her in her...
I realized that one year after our breakup. Because I keep wanted to try it out with other girls. But they weren't her.

For some reason I only had a willing feeling to try with Karol...but it's crazy how Karol is the reason I stumbled upon Alora.

Alora...

She was a great person.

Too great to be real honest.

As I sope myself I only think about her. After the break up she just vanished out of my life. And I made it seem like I moved on.

Fun fact: I didn't.

I mean. I did make it seem like she was stress in my life, but tried to make her feel good in putting all the blame onto me. Wich is the most idiotic think a person can do.

Please don't do that. I'm serious. Don't do that.

But I don't know what got into me.

I'm twenty seven years old. Still thinking about the girl that I dumbed seven years ago.

„Babe ?" I hear Karol's voice.

„Yea ?" she steps into the bathroom with a big smile on her face.
„Good morning"

„Morning"

„I thought you already left the house to step to church..."

„Yea"

„It's a new church remember ?"

„It's actually not a new church. It's kinda like a other church that is connected with my other church. So..." I wash my sope off my body before turning the water off to step outside.

Karol leaves the bathroom and make myself ready.

„Yea but. You are going or ?"

„Yea..."

„I will join you okay ?"

„okay"

„I think Netherlands would be great for me. They have a great church and threat people better than the ones you have right now"
„U mean you wanna move there ?"
„Yea maybe. In five years"
„I will join you then okay ?"

„We will see..."

-

„Okay I'm ready" i say

„Me too" Karol walks up to me in a beautiful dress.

Karol is a pretty girl. She is also very attractive.
I know she can be mean sometimes. But her personality is actually so great.

It kinda reminds me of.

No.

„Let's go then or do you need to eat something before church, I can make you something!"
„No I'm okay" I give her a big smile and kiss her forehead.
„Let's go"