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Looking in the mirror, i look like a complete different person. I put my hair trough an blow out. Put on an cute outfit and did some heavier make up than usual.

„You look so good oh my God" my friend says.
„Thank you"

„You really sure you wanna go ?" Sophie asked me. She was the one saying I should go and now she doesn't want me too?
„I really don't know...do you think I should just leave it ?" I turn around and face my best friend.
„No...go...you never know what he wants to do"
She resures me, while smiling a little bit.
„When something seems off just call me okay?"

„Okay"
„And...Alora... Don't you never sleep with that man...ever..."
„No I won't" I give her a serious look. I'm not planning to do that.

„Okay. You're late if you don't leave now"

We left the apartment and she drove me into the city.
„Where you gon meet up again?"
„Infront of the ballet school"
„Oh?...and he isn't scared ?"
„I don't know...maybe the witch is at home or in Paris again" I said before getting out of the car.

As I get out of the car, i see a black man infront of the stairs of the building.
I slowly walk up to him and smile a little bit.
He walks up to me with a smile on his face.

„Sorry I'm late...there was much traffic"
„Oh yea ?"
I nod.
„It's okay"

„Should we go ?" I nod
„Is nodding the only thing you can do?"
„You can be great full i'm ever here"
„There she is" I roll my eyes before turning away from him.
„Still the sixteen year Alohra"
„What do you mean by that ?"
„I missed her"

He walks to his car, I follow him.
He opens the door for me to enter.
As I step into the SUV, I smell a really strong perfume...I knew exactly wich one it was. His girlfriends horrible smell.

I open the window a little bit.
„I'm sorry, Karol always sprays so much perfume in the car"
„Karol ?"
„Karoline" he says before starting the car.
„It's okay...I'm used to that smell...but not that much on one spot" i look out of the window.

„I mean. You know Karol is a perfectionist...so if she smells a certain way...her car has to smell that way too"
„So this is her Car ?"
„No this is my Car"
„But you just said her car" still looking out of the window.

„It's my Car...she uses it very rarely"
„Ah"

Quietness.

„And where are you brining me ?"
„Brining you ?"
„yea" I look over to him while he faces the street.
„you will see"

„if you bring me to Karol's house for her to kill me. This will be your end"
„No" he laughs.
„Karol will kill me if she finds out we were in the same car"
„Does she know we...?"

„No. that's why I'm so confused on why she is behaving the way she is whenever we are in the same building as you" he is still facing the rode.
„I mean" he continues.
„If I was her I would be scared too. I mean...you're drop dead gorgeous, and have a nice personalty and you're a great dance...but on the other hand I wouldn't be scared, bc I love Karol so much, that it's even crazy when she isn't with me for an hour atleast" he still faces the street.

I always wished that love from him.

I try my best not to cry.

I can't believe that I'm sitting here. After everything he put me trough...i tried my best to receive that love from him, but I never got it at all.

„Then why am I here ?"
„I don't know. I felt like-" his phone rings. He accepts and I hear a sleepy Karol trough the speakers in the car.
„Jj?"
„Yes?"
„Where are you ?"
„I'm in the city why ?"
„oh good...is it okay for you if I send you to buy some stuff tomorrow ?"

She sounds so nice...I don't get it.

No wonder he loves her so much. Her voice the way she talks...it seems so peaceful.

„Yea sure, what do you need ?"
„I'll send you a list..., I actually just wanted to hear you're voice" she giggles a little bit.
„Sure you did" he laughs a bit.

„when will you be home ?"
„I think in like a few hours I can't tell"
„Okay. Take care of you"
„I'll I love you"
„I love you too"

He hangs up.

Why am I here...?

It's quiet in the car.

Tears I forming in my eyes.
I feel my lips Trembling.

I thought I moved on. I was so doing so well. Why does it hurt me to much to see him love another person that much ?

He never loved me like that. Is it maybe that's why ? But I moved on from that ?

Seems much like I didn't.

„Are you okay ?"
I nod.

It's quiet.

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