„You think going to Paris is better than going to New York ?" sitting on the couch in the middle of fall, i ask myself where I should go.
I got many requests from people outside is the US. Wich makes me wonder.
Should I even countine with ballet ?, I'm not ready for all of this. Or am I?
No you're not. You still addicted to this medication. You really think you can make this ?
„I mean...new York will always be better than Paris" Jenay says scrolling trough her phone.
„I mean...if you go to Paris Karoline will die out of jealousy"
„Not if she still thinks I take drugs to be at her level"
„SHE SAID WHAT?"
I nodded, while scrolling trough Netflix trying to find someothing to watch.
„She can think that. But I know she knows that it isn't true"
„And even when it's none of her business. She never stops talking about other people's problems"
„Looks like her boyfriend too"
„Her boyfriend is possessed. You can't tell me otherwise"
„I mean yea. He was a complete other person. Regarding talking about other people, I even know that" Jenay says, trowing away her phone before she walks into the kitchen.
„okay...other than that..., I saw how Jayden looked at you the entire time standing there. You sure there is nothing" Jenay asks while walking out the Kitchen.
„You know damn well..."
„Yea he has Karoline. But who cares. You two have history..."
„Yea and ?, he dumbed me. Did you forget ?"
„Oh yea. Forget my question"
„I mean. I can say we had a good time. But that's just memory's"
„If he would stand infront of the door, with flowers and tell you he changed, will you take him back ?"
„NEVER"
„stop lying"
„Stop asking things like that. He has a girlfriend"
„And ?, didn't looked like he had a girlfriend when he was scanning you up and down like he wants to do sum with you"
„Ayo..." I see myself in a third persons perspective turning red.
„he did ?" I asked in shock.
„yes I saw it...and also why hugging Karol"
„Yea I saw that too"
I mean. He was never ugly. And will never be ugly. I even think his face matured abit, making him more attractive. Now thinking about it. He is still so handsome to me. And this voice. Suits him perfectly, making it even harder to not forget him. But the line he pulled up today was not it. So I take everything back.
„Okay guys...I will go to sleep now, if you still wanna watch sum do it. If someone wants to sleep now they can sleep with me in my room"
I get up making myself ready to walk to my room.
„No we staying here right Jenay ?"
„Yea..."
„Okay" I walk into my room in my black fluffy pijamas and my panda shoes.
They kinda look like they got ripped by a real panda. Because they kinda look like they eat my feet.
Laying in my bed, my eyes fall close in seconds.
„What do you mean with we aren't a good match ? After three years?"
„Yes."
„Are you for real right now, or am I dreaming ?"
„I'm for real"
I hate him what the hell.
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Escapism.
Romance„I didn't knew he was Karolines boyfriend" „She never told us about him" ... Twenty two year old Alora Sovora , is a amazing ballet dancer, who had a breakthrough after an amazing performance wich lead to her big start of something new in her life...
