SEVENTEEN

Chapter 17

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Min-Young's POV

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I was with MingHao looking at apartments near his dorm. I asked him only because I feel like I haven't hung out with him enough and I think out of the whole group he could easily help me with this. All the members were having a dance practice or whatever, but the good thing is that they left. I'm still not ready to tell them I'll be leaving, even though I've only known them for awhile I still feel anxious when it comes to telling someone anything.

This apartment was perfect for me, it had one master bedroom for me, a kitchen, 2 bathrooms and a giant living room. It was good for only one person staying there, and I was sure I could pay for it with my own money, I saved a lot in Tokyo now it's the perfect time to use it.

"I like this one MingHao." I say while crunching my body together, it was really cold in here since it was new. I looked no better than I did the last time people saw me. That's the thing with me, it's like I spend too much time thinking about my personal self but never have the time to fix it. I glared at MingHao roaming his eyes around the place, he looked like a 5 year old lost. He was wearing a black beanie that pushed his blue hair back and a dark grey hoodie. He didn't look that different either.

"Are you sure?" He mumbles while running his fingers against kitchen marble counter top. He kept on trailing them until they hit the edge of the sink, then he stared at me in the eyes.

"I'm sure, should I not be sure?" I say with a quiet toned voice. I could easily change my mind if MingHao says no but I take his word. If he doesn't like it or think it's a bad idea then I won't follow it, he knows what's up and everything. He's the one person I trust the most.

"I think it's fine." He said with a uneasy voice. If he doesn't like it that's okay he doesn't have to lie about it to me. I run my fingers through my hair pushing it back, and is stuffed my hands in the pockets of my hoodie. What is he worried about when I looked this apartment up I was sure he would like it. Plus I am not looking at anymore houses tonight, it's already 9 and I haven't had dinner. We've been looking at them for the whole day today, isn't either this one or were spending another day looking at them.

I raise my eyebrow at him making sure. I was sure he would like this one the thing is with MingHao is that he wants everything to be perfect, when to comes to picking houses its like get a right size house for one person so you don't have extra space. He's that always the right amount size kind of guy, never too much never too little.

"I'm just wondering, how are you gonna tell Joshua?" He asks while now trailing his hands around the rim of the sink. That was a hard question, I didn't figure out to tell anyone in not good with just saying these kinds of things out there. Sure we'll meet each other at times but it's not better than waking up to all of them in the morning. Telling Joshua wasn't that hard for me as much as telling all the members,sure I like him and all that. But if I get with him way too far than I want to then it could get out of hand. Especially when apparently he can't date anyone or even like anyone. I enjoy his company but I'm not sure his actual company enjoys mine.

"I'm gonna tell him like I am with all the members. Simple enough." I shrug my shoulders. He scoffs and rolls his eyes.

"He really likes you Min-Young you can't just tell him off that easy." Well that hit me deep. Just the thought of him liking me is crazy, I know he does but it's unreal. We're so different from each other, even thought we both like each other I bet we wouldn't even last a day. And it's only been a couple days I'm sure if I told him we would just put it aside. It doesn't mean we won't talk or hangout.