SEVENTEEN

Chapter 23

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Min-Young's POV

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I hummed while unloading the box, I was humming G-Friend's new song even though I really didn't know the lyrics I still liked the melody of it. We got back from the trip a day ago and the boys and Sophia instantly pasted out on the floor while I was wide awake, have 13 boys in a van for a couple of hours snore the whole ride and you stay awake. Plus I couldn't sleep when a bunch of boys were wedged into me.

I walked over to the couch that came with the apartment and plopped onto it, switching on the TV scrolling through the channels. I flipped my hair making it fling from my face, my thumb kept on pressing on the buttons trying to find at least a decent show to watch. I wiped the sweat off of my neck from loading like a thousand boxes and then unpacking them all and then getting them all settled where they need to be. I don't even know how I manage to have time for everything.

I heard a knock on the door and instantly jumped up, okay to be honest I wasn't gonna watch TV I was kinda just waiting for something to happen. I got up and tugged down my baggy shirt that I had on probably covered in sweat but I can't do anything about it now so. I skidded my feet against the wood floor and twisted the door handle, really not expecting to see Joshua. I had to haul him off the van because he was knocked out, and yet he still looks tired.

"Hey." He said raising his head while noticing I was there, I leaned my head on the door, I let him in and made him sit on couch. I noticed that he was like half asleep, he had dark circles under his eyes making me worry a bit. I sat carefully next to him, grabbing the remote and turning the TV off from making noise that might interfere. I reached for his hand lacing it with mine, but it was weird it wasn't warm nor was it cold it was kind of lifeless.

"Are you okay." I whisper squeezing his hand even more, I'm not sure that woke him up because he was still titling his head down like he was about to pass out any second. I circled my thumb on his skin feeling the smoothness of it. His eyes fluttered awake which gave me a breath of relief.

"I'm fine but I have to tell you about something." I brought my legs up to rest on the pillows while getting comfortable because right now sitting on a old couch full of dust that was chaffing wasn't really comfortable. He shifted in his seat I guess he wasn't really ready either, whatever what was about to come.

"Okay." The words were still fading in my head, you know Joshua isn't that kind of guy to just be there. The guy that would just think is cute, he's more of like a guy who stays in your mind all the time and you can't stop thinking about the way the corners of his mouth go up and his cheeks instantly go squishy when he smiles. He's that kind of guy, I thought about it while staring at his fingers not really tightening around mine.

"So you know my manager and the company right." I frowned at the saying. Of course this wasn't gonna be good if the manger and he company comes into this. The possibilities that could happen are more than enough, and sure enough I knew it was gonna be about us, us as in Joshua and I. What can they possibly do to both of us, keep us away from each other we literally live like 3 minutes away from each other. It's gonna be more than hard that's for sure, I can't even imagine and I don't even want to imagine it.

I nod my head looking at his lips faintly move. "They want me to stop seeing this mystery girl I like, they called me a few days and I don't even know how they found out and it's just I don't want to and I don't know if I can and I wanted to tell you soon-"

I stopped him from saying any more words with my head resting on his shoulder, I didn't want to hear any more of those words come out of his mouth. I didn't want to hear him basically telling me he's gonna have to leave me at one point. And he's gonna have to forget about me and just move on with his career with Seventeen. For sure it's gonna hurt like hell seeing him smile and laugh without me to witness it with my own eyes live. And it's gonna hurt seeing him living on without me, and it's gonna hurt for sure more than anything I just thought about, it's gonna kill to not have the taste of his lips on mine. Not have the warmness of his hand, the sensation of his skin touching mine.

I glared at his face, with tears rolling down his cheeks and dripping off his chin to his jeans. I felt my eyes watering seeing him like this, seeing him change so quickly. It was like having a beautiful dream sadly end and you wake up and it was all fake. It was fine when we were at the beach and we were crying but we cried because it was time to actually tell out what we feel about each other. It killed me thinking about that time again when we cried because we were so happy about each other loving each other. I don't want this to happen again where we just come to the point again where we're like strangers again. I flickering my eyelids feeling a tear strolling through my skin and landing on his hand that I didn't realize that was squeezing the life out of me. I don't want this to be a dream I want to make this a forever thing, but why did it have to end so soon. Just when it was supposed to end happily.

"Please don't cry I didn't come here to make you cry Min-Young." I heard him sob while he took his hand and wiped the water off of my face just making my tears roll faster down. I would of with all my strength squeezed the life out of his hand but I couldn't. My heart was beating too fast and I didn't like it especially when it's not because of happiness.

"Min-Young please stop." I heard him mumble. I stared at him for a long time until I realized his eyes were tired but he couldn't go to sleep he could shut them from all the water pouring out of them. I didn't want to keep on crying Jisoo but I just couldn't stop myself from doing it, it was killing everything right now. I heard his cellphone vibrated in his back pocket, whatever it was please don't make him go.

I saw a glare of the text before he slammed his phone on his lap, making him sniff and sob even louder. I nodded at him while tugging at his shirt when he started to stand up. I stood up and he reached for my waist and kissed my forehead while playing with the ends of my hair. How did it even come to this.

I let him out of the door watching him slowly make his way out of my life. The last glance of him for awhile, the last thing I saw was his face drenched with tears and his droopy eyes looking heart broken.

I touched my forehead the spot where he last kissed it. It's gonna be the only one for awhile from now on.

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