SEVENTEEN

Chapter 37

Fucking park jimin

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Min-Young's POV

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Was I really doing this? I really didn't want too but I'm already here. My shoes clicked on the tile, I was pretty early, 3 hours early that's okay. I really don't want to be near Joshua or anyone at this time. I don't wanna see his face cry in front of my eyes, seeing the tears roll off his face, off his chin staring me in the red with his watery ones. No use of checking in right now they're probably boarding other planes right now. I would of never thought I would be standing in this spot again, in the middle of the airport at night, standing there clueless nowhere to go and let's not forgot my broken Japanese that I tried to stop myself from doing.

I smacked my forehead, Min-Young what are you doing here you shouldn't be here. You should be in his arms this late at night where he would be holding you tight and just what he would be doing in general, all the things that I find super cute about him. I looked around the place, it was filled with people from everywhere. I looked at my cellphone getting the crappy wifi the airport has. 10:07 PM I still got a long way to go, I'll be staying up here over midnight but that's okay. I tucked a piece of my faded, light pink hair behind my ear just to get it out of the way it pushing my black beanie back a little bit but I didn't care that much.

I blew a raspberry with my lips and walked to the nearest chairs I saw. I sat on the blue leather seats and plunged my charger cable in the electric slot and  plugged my phone. I sighed at the time, I now kinda regret coming so early what am I gonna do for 3 mother trucking hours? I guess I could read my Japan text books just to get used to speaking Japanese wen I get on the plane and when I land. I scrunched my beanie back to the rim of my forehead and I opened the textbook studying the words. I didn't realize how much I had forgot while I was here, of course I didn't forgot the basic introductions and all that stuff but I forgot some words and how to say things. It's okay I'll pick them up again later. My eyes fluttered as they scrolled through the pages looking at the words and all the definitions. It was confusing a lot to me since the directions and definitions were in Korean and I had to look at the Japan kanjis and it was just confusing seeing both the languages in one page.

I grumbled while flipping the page probably getting a paper cut since I felt a little sharp thing pinch my finger.

Word ; Love ;
AI ; A-IE
愛
Definition ; A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for Family, Friends, and Companion.
Synonyms ; Affection, Emotion, Devotion.

I clutched the page in my hand crumbling the edge of the page about to just rip this entire page out of the book. My chest races and I could just imagine his face crying again, not right now Min-Young. Forget about everything that happened in Korea, forget about Seventeen, forget about your dad, for get about Sophia. And forget about Joshua Hong.

Adding that to the list of things I need to do, forget about Joshua Hong. I bet when I land in Tokyo I'll completely forget about him, right? One can only hope, I yawned a little bit and just shut the textbook and laid it in my lap. I scratched my forehead before seeing a woman take the second plug of the outlet, she smiled at me and I smiled back at her. I lazily reached for my phone and saw it was 100% makes sense I had 100% before I plugged it it. I stared at the screen seeing missed class from Sophia and most of the recent ones were from Dino and Minghao and the others. But one name I didn't see until I scrolled all the way down was Joshua's name, he called once then left a voice message. I swiped my phone opened to see all the notifications I had from Line and all my apps.