Maxfield Ave.
Trench Town
KingstonSunday, Feb 5
1:32pm'Doh upset mi in yah gyal! Guh do wah yuh affi do and move from infront mi!!'
Pushing back tears listening to my father shout at me for not doing what he said.
He forces me to be a sex doll to his friends so he could have money. I have no other choice but to allow it to happen because of the several threats he gives whenever I object.
'Yuh still tan up yasso?!!', he shouts again and I move away from him in the living room.
He's an alcoholic, abuser and the worst father you could have. When I was 7 my mom left us to go abroad without a word. That made my father very upset and he blamed it all on me.
From then I had to do and learn everything by myself with little help from our neighbor Ms.Annie.
Zipping up the long sleeved blouse I had on I picked up my Matey bag ensuring I had everything before leaving my room.
Not saying anything to him, I headed straight out to one of his friends house.I feel disgusting.
2:07pm
Once he was done I quickly ran to his bathroom to clean myself up.
'Hate dis fi wi'
After a few minutes I was done and in my change of clothes. I cleaned my tear-stained face before exiting his bathroom.
Looking at him on his bed smoking, I mentally take a breath before sticking my hand out.
'Wah?',he said and I fought the urge to not make up my face. 'The money..', I replied and he took up his wallet before giving the $25,000.