falling into you || woosan

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MINGI'S POV

Yunho's confession hit me like a tidal wave, his words and emotions pouring out with such sincerity that I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed. His voice wavered, and the look in his eyes was both hopeful and afraid. I felt a knot tighten in my chest as I stood there, paralyzed by a storm of emotions and fears.

Why was I just standing here? I thought, my mind racing. He's pouring his heart out, and here I am, lost in my thoughts. The silence between us grew heavier with each passing second. Yunho's hope was visibly waning, his eyes reflecting a painful uncertainty.

I knew how I felt about Yunho—how deeply I cared for him, how much I wanted to be with him. But the fear of the unknown was paralyzing. What if things didn't turn out the way we hoped? What if our relationship couldn't withstand the challenges that might come our way? What if my feelings weren't enough to make this work?

The truth was, I was terrified. Terrified of stepping into the unknown. The fears racing through my mind were holding me down. I'd never been open about my sexuality. Growing up, I'd never even acknowledged any romantic feelings for another man until I met Yunho. This was all new to me—feeling this way, experiencing these emotions. I had always kept my feelings hidden, and now, standing here, I was confronted with the reality of opening up about something so personal.

What if I wasn't ready for this? What if my feelings were just a phase? What if coming out changed everything between my family? My mind swirled with questions, each one more daunting than the last.

These thoughts raced through my mind, each one more daunting than the last. My fears threatened to drown out my own feelings. I saw Yunho's face falter, the glimmer of hope dimming as he waited for my response. The thought of hurting him, of letting him down, was unbearable. It was like watching a dream slip away, and I was powerless to stop it.

But then I saw the tears in his eyes, and a fierce resolve ignited within me. I couldn't let my fears ruin this moment for both of us. I couldn't stand to see him like this, waiting for an answer that might never come. My love for him was real, and I had to push through the fear that held me back.

I took a deep breath, shoving my doubts aside. I closed the distance between us, pulling him close into a kiss. The kiss was tender and full of the emotions I couldn't fully express in words. It was a mixture of my fears, my love, and my reassurance. I wanted him to feel everything I was unable to say.

When I finally pulled away, I looked into his eyes, which were now glistening with tears. "Yunho," I began, my voice trembling but steady, "I've been scared.. scared of what this means, scared of the future. But I realize I can't let my fears keep us apart. I care about you so much, and I want us to be together. I want to share my life with you."

I saw the hope return to Yunho's eyes, and it gave me the courage to continue. "Yes," I said softly, "I want to be your boyfriend. I want to be with you through everything, good and bad. I want us to build a future together, to face whatever comes our way."

As the words left my mouth, the fear that had held me captive seemed to dissolve. We were both crying now, but these were tears of happiness. I knew that despite the uncertainties and challenges ahead, we would face them together. And in that moment, everything felt right.

He pulled me into a tight embrace, his arms wrapping around me as if he was afraid to let go. "I was so afraid," Yunho whispered, his voice muffled against my shoulder. "I didn't know what to expect, and I didn't want to push you into something you weren't ready for. But hearing you say that... it means everything to me."

I held him close, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against my chest. "I was afraid too," I admitted softly, "but being with you feels right. It's worth facing the fears and uncertainties. We're in this together now."

With a contented sigh, Yunho took my hand, and together we walked back to the car. Our fingers intertwined naturally, a physical manifestation of the bond we'd just solidified. The park's tranquil ambiance seemed to fade as we stepped into the car, the night air crisp and refreshing.

As we drove away, Yunho's hand remained firmly clasped in mine. I glanced over at him, noticing how his face seemed to glow with a new light. The radio played softly in the background, and Yunho began to sing along, his voice a pleasant melody that filled the car. His enthusiasm was infectious, and I couldn't help but smile at how genuinely happy and carefree he looked.

I watched him as he sang, admiring the way his eyes sparkled with joy and how his lips curved into a smile with every note. It was a side of Yunho I cherished—a side that was full of life and warmth. The drive back was filled with this simple, intimate moment of connection, and I felt content knowing that this was the beginning of a new chapter for us.

As the car cruised through the city streets, I squeezed his hand gently. Yunho looked over at me, his smile radiant and full of promise. We were embarking on a journey together, and with each passing mile, my excitement for our future grew.

The night felt perfect; it was the start of something beautiful and meaningful, and I was grateful to be experiencing it with him.