Flowers stained with crimson blood [Kim x Macau]

chapter 6

Too silent for a while until Kim broke the silence with a simple word

"Here"

He says , his arm up with a brown bag

"Are you here to poison me or forcing me to move out because I'm not listening to any of your shits , I'm already done with Kinn"

He clenched his jaw and closed the door but it was halfway opened

He realised Kim had put his foot there to stop it , he barged it but Macau said nothing as he stared at him with a complete silence

"I'm-"

Kim took a breath before he talks again , Macau raised an eyebrow

"I'm sorry for earlier , I bought you food"

He says , putting it on the table and left without hearing Macau's words

Macau blinked in confusion

"What the hell?"

Kim left with food for him and here he was confused by the fact he left food , the fact he knows his address?

But the sorry did shook his head for a moment , never does Kim ever apologise or he have never seen him do that

Macau shake the thoughts off , he took the bag to put it in the fridge but the smell got his stomach grumbling , he could smell chicken

He took a few minutes to think if he should eat or not but in the end he sat down and put the bag on the table , taking it out , a brioche bread with chicken inside , it smelled really good

The smell was divine but after a bite , he felt like vomiting , he felt like he wanted to vomit all his organs , he coughed and drank some water , he let out a deep sigh

The consequences of not eating for days is it , he haven't eaten and thus this was the result

He took the bag with him and went to the door but stopped halfway , he put on his jacket and scarf , he needed to take out the trash anyway , he took the trash with him and the food

Going out , he took out the trash , it was cold , freezing

His face became red due to the coldness , he was going to throw the food when he noticed a cat , throwing the food? He didn't , he just rip the bag opened and put the food on it , the cat came closer to him

Macau kneel down and the cat came closer , letting him let it , Macau smiled a little

It's fur is soft

Macau stopped caressing it as he noticed it has a collar , it seemed healthy so it can't be a stray , it must belong to someone

Macau heard footsteps and looked up , to his surprise , he saw Kim

Again?

What are the odds for him to fell upon Kim twice the same day?

But he had glasses? Macau furrowed his eyebrows

It seemed like he was going somewhere

"Didn't like the food?"

Macau heard him but was silent

"I don't..like brioche bread"

He lied , he loves brioche , very much , well he used to , Pete was a chef in making brioche , he learned it from him but that was all the past

Macau stood up , he didn't want to talk and left before Kim could mutter some words , it felt awkward , to live in the same neighbourhood as Kim who he once was friends with was just weird for him

Especially since they used to be enemies , Kim even tried to kill him once but he didn't , he had the opportunity to start a war between the two families but he didn't

Is that why he didn't kill him? Because he didn't want to start a war? He had plenty of opportunities to do so but never he did , he tried but fail

Macau got home and hope on his bed , he wouldn't sleep for the night , no , he wouldn't be able to even let his eyes rest

The nightmares will haunt him again

They're the worst nightmares

Nightmares of Pete hanging himself

Nightmares of Vegas getting shot before his eyes

Nightmares of the announcement of his father's death

Those nightmares are slowly killing him inside

But again , does he have to live through this?

Or can he just end it there?

Those words repeats on his mind each night