Flowers stained with crimson blood [Kim x Macau]

chapter 14

Macau's pov

He dragged me here

He dragged me to the store

He dragged me to the store without my permission

And now I'm just sitting here at a clean table outside , with a coffee on my hand while he just isn't here

I let out a sigh , it's cold , even though I have my jacket on , its still freezing , I like the snow but the coldness isn't much fun

Except playing in the snow and get sick

I remember playing with Phi and Pete last year , in the snow

The last time I played in the snow with someone , was last year and that , with them..

I let out a sigh , I wanna go home

I was going to stand up until I felt someone grabbed my wrist , he grabbed where I cut myself and it's hurting , it was Kim

"The line was long but I'm here"

He says , I sat back down , what am I suppose to do here? We were both silent , I spi my coffee , were we supposed to admire the moon just like that? If he wanted , he could've just did it alone , why bring me?

I lean my back on the chair , it was rather a beautiful moon though

But I'm bored , it's night , I wanna sleep

"Again , why did you bring me here?"

"Don't have a reason , just wanted to"

He said as he stared at me

"It's a little unexpected , even though we never wanted to be friends with each other"

"Maybe you did not want to be my friend but I wanted to be yours"

He mumbled something but I didn't hear it

"What?"

I asked

"Nothing"

I wonder what he said though , kinda weird

I put my cup on the table

"Kim"

He looked at me when I said his name

"What's the catch?"

He looked at me with a confused face , is he not able to understand?

"I'm not following you quite there?"

"What's the purpose of you wanting to be my friend or even , you want me to hang out with you"

"Can't I just be kind?"

"Not your nature"

He stayed silent , I got it

It's pity

Just like I expected

It's annoying but I get it

It's not his nature to be kind and being like this , being friendly , I have never seen him being close to any of his brother , why me? I stood up without wanting to hear him saying anything , I left without saying another word

2 face as he always were

Here I thought maybe we were getting along for once

I walked home and open the door until I heard footsteps , he followed me? How did he get here so fast? Faster than me?

"Kim , go home , leave me alone"

He jumped through my fence again

"Could you just be a normal human being and open the door without jumping though my fence each time?"

My tone raised up a little but I kept my calm

"You went away without hearing me"

He says walking to me

"I've heard enough"

I open the door and went inside , closing the door but i found it odd for it to not be closing fully until I saw a shoe , I rolled my eyes and let out a sigh

Did he seriously put his foot here just to stop me from closing the door?

"Remove your foot Kim"

"Let me talk first"

"I'm alright here , we're not even friends and will never be , alright? We were always enemies , let's remain the same"

I can't push his fucking foot away

"Damn it Kim! Just get your foot out of here and leave me alone!'

I raised my voice this time , he retracted his foot to himself

Finally , I could see him leaving

I thought I could've been his friend again but I guess not

I could care less , I've been living without him for years..

But why does it hurt?..

It's irritating