Flowers stained with crimson blood [Kim x Macau]

chapter 16

He couldn't sleep , 2 am showed on his phone , he had nothing better to do except some reading

Hesat up

When will I stop feeling like shits? It's annoying

Macau exhale shakily

His chest tighten , there's a dull ache behind his eyes but he refused to cry

He was feeling stressed again , like everything just deadpan on him , he felt over-stress

Rolling over , he stopped , his legs was shaking , he stood up and exhale out a breath

He went to wash his face

Should I go for a walk?..

Macau think for a good minute and decided to do so

I fucking hate everything

He let out a breath , he put on a scarf , still with his long sleeves , it was cold at night and wanted to sleep with long sleeves but he usually doesn't

The scarf covered his mouth along with his jacket , he got out of his house

He put his hands in his pocket , it was cold enough for him to breath like there were smoke coming out , he was amazed about how it was gold

He snapped out of thoughts when he was suddenly pulled by the collar from behind , Macau narrowed his eyes , not knowing who it was , he tried to kick them but he was abruptly grabbed by the neck from behind

"You really tried to hit me? Seriously?"

He recognised that voice , especially his cologne , he let out a sigh

"Why did you grabbed me Kim?"

"I don't know , maybe look to your left"

He saw Kim light up a cigarette , he looked to his left and saw Kinn

"Didn't we , like , had a deal?"

"He didn't agree"

"Kinn is foolish because why is he stuck with me wanting to move with them?"

Macau was irritated with it till he got a headache

Macau smell the cigarette , the smoke going near his face , he was disgusted by the smell , he had that nostalgia of his father always smoking infront or near him

Macau adjusted his scarf to cover his nose with it but Kim noticed it , he threw the cigarette and stepped on it

"Sorry"

Macau was quite shocked

"Funny"

He mumbled but Kim heard it and looked at him

"What's so funny?"

Macau looked at him until he noticed Kim had piercing , did he never noticed it before? He doesn't remember so

"I never knew you had piercing"

"Don't avoid my question but yeah , I got it after everything happened"

Piercing on his eyebrows and on the corner of his lip , seems cool honestly

"My question?"

Macau looked at him again , Kim was kind of an convincing person , not forgetting anything , Macau took his hands out of his pocket

"I was just thinking how it was funny that you apologised , you're different from the last years I've seen you"

Few years , yeah , maybe a year ago or so , he remember not seeing the family of Theerapanyakul at all , Vegas bought a house , just for the 3 of them to live , he remember also having a pet but it ran away , he remember it being sick before running away

Macau let out a sigh , he haven't seen them for a year or so but he didn't forget them

He can still remember there features

They didn't change much either

"Macau"

He snapped out of it when he heard his name , looking at Kim , his mouth half covered with the scarf , wondered what he had to say but Kim was looking , not his face but it seems like to his arm

"You're bleeding"

The word bleeding made his heart stopped , he looked down and saw blood was coming through his jacket of his arm , the blood streaming down his hand

He almost panicked but kept his cool , Kim was right beside him

"Oh"

Macau wipe the blood from his other hand , he could feel Kim staring at him

"I cut myself earlier with the cu-knife"

Almost slipped his mouth , he was stressed

"Oh , want a bandage or something? My house is infront"

Kim said , pointing his finger infront of them , Macau wa impressed on how he had a large garden and his house was not huge , but he's sure it could fit like a family of 4

"No , it's fine , I'll just go home"

Macau said , as he took on going to his house , he was stopped when his wrist got grabbed

"Are you..alright?"

Macau was silent for a moment when his eyes met Kim's , was it concern? Worried? Anger? He couldn't describe that emotion but it surely couldn't be worried

Macau shake his head

"Why wouldn't I be?"

He smiled , it wasn't a genuine one but at least Kim must've believed it , he went home after that