Flowers stained with crimson blood [Kim x Macau]

chapter 18

Macau carefully opened the door but stopped right at his track

Was it a good choice?

He wondered

He didn't put any bandages , he didn't expect to come to Kim's house

But nothing would happen , right?

Right?..

He didn't think he made the right choice by coming here without his bandages but again , he was just searching his phone , Kim had it , it was unexpected

He waited in the living room , it was like , it might be like 4 or 5 pm right now , he stayed right there , not moving

But he must say , Kim's living room was awesome but the room was a little dark

And it'll be dark outside soon too since it's winter , he hope it doesn't rain before he arrived home

What was taking Kim so long? He then saw Kim coming downstairs , he was wearing his glasses again , how is he not cold?

It's literally freezing outside , he was wearing a black long sleeve shirt but it seemed the shirt were very thin

"You're searching for this?"

Kim held out his hand , showing his phone , Macau smiled and nodded , he was gonna grabbed it but Kim took it as an opportunity

He abruptly grabbed him by the his upper arm

"What are you-"

Kim pinned him to the wall but Macau quickly blocked his hand , his movements were swift

Macau narrowed his eyes , Kim trying to trap him? Was this all a game? He was trying to kill him? Maybe even knock him out

Kim grabbed his wrist , his knee hits Macau's thigh which hurt him , by grabbing his wrist , his cuts were itching and it made him wince with pain

Macau was in pain so Kim took it as an opportunity and grabbed both his wrists

He put his his knee between his thighs , Macau furrowed his eyebrows , he gritted his teeth

What is he doing?

Pinning his arms on the wall , Macau questioned him

"What are you doing Kim?"

His arms itching , the sleeves rubbing against the fresh cuts were burning

Kim didn't answer him

Instead , his eyes went to his sleeves , to his arms , Macau swallowed hard when he notices his eyes were aiming his arms , that scared him

"Kim , let go"

Macau said calmly , not arising any suspicion or his voice

"I'm not playing , let go of me!"

But Kim stood his ground , not answering him , grabbing both of his wrist on the same hand , Macau tried to struggle but more he does , the more his arms itched , the more he could actually feel his cuts opening because he could feel the blood , something wet dripping

Macau panicked when Kim raised his hand to roll up his sleeves and he did

Kim rolled up his sleeves

Macau panicked more , his eyes shown pain , he tried to struggle more , trying to break free , hoping Kim would just let him go , hoping Kim forget about this

Shit , please no!..

Kim was shocked , to say , he saw the worst , cuts , marks , showings his skin that had a lot of cuts , some of the blood were dried up , some of them were still fresh

He rolled up the other sleeve and saw the same , but all of them were dried up

Macau was silent , his hands were shaking terribly

His whole body were trembling

Kim , his enemy saw his cuts , saw his horrible marks that was engraved on his arm

A tear streamed down his face , his head down , not daring to look up

"You can let me go now"

He manage to choke out these words , barely a whisper , he bite his lower lip

Kim let go of his hands but quickly wrapped his arms around his waist , Macau's eyes widen

He wanted to push him , he wanted to hit him , knock him out but his tears couldn't hold on longer , his whole body didn't want to push him , instead , he started sobbing , clutch onto Kim's shirt

His head resting on his shoulder

He cried silently

He couldn't contain his emotions , Kim rested one of his hand on his head from behind

He wasn't judging him , no , he wasn't , he was comforting him

He wasn't arguing with him

He wasn't having an opinion on it

He didn't say it was ugly

He didn't say these marks were awful

Instead , he was comforting him