Flowers stained with crimson blood [Kim x Macau]

chapter 1

Everything felt off

There were nothing he could do about it

The deaths of others , the burning pain

The beautiful roses that used to be changed everyday on the dining table has died , it's petals dropping dead on the table with no water

The music that was on every night was now dead in the house , no sounds , no music , no noises , no loud singing , not even the heels tapping on the floor dancing with the rhymes of the music

No one was in the garden , the plants were dead , the vegetables that they took care of was no longer fresh

The empty bottles on the table , the couch that was once filled with gifts and love was no longer there , it was empty

Everything went downhill so fast

Not even could he hear his own voice

A suitcase full with rubbish and clothes , he could only pack up , within the memories that will forever haunt him

He was dead inside , like a dead man who just want to vanish

His arms stings

Macau finally had the courage to move out after his brother's death

It's been two month

Even after leaving everything behind , all the bad work , all the businesses , Vegas was no longer part of the mafia , they thought they had a good life but unexpectedly , he was shot

That shot was from a sniper , he got shot right in the middle of his head , dying infront of his beloved fiance and his little brother

One time , Macau went home only to find his last hope to live , had taken pills and he , hanged himself in his room

The silence said much , he was devastated

His only family was dead , one got shot and the other one committed suicide but he found a note within Pete's hand which was addressed to him , saying

"I'm sorry , i can't left being like this , I loved him too much and him being gone is a part of my soul gone , I can't live like this , I'm sorry Macau"

The paper got wet by his tears , he read the paper over and over again , hoping maybe if he had went home earlier , Pete wouldn't be gone , maybe he could've stopped him

Macau clutched the paper and burned it , memories like this will haunt him forever , his health got worse than it already was

He was barely hanging on

Taking his suitcase with him , getting downstairs , he open the front door to leave , he's moving to another house , he could barely keep himself alive , living in a house that were once filled with joy will makes him want to unalive himself more

He open the door to leave but was stopped , seeing Kinn , although the fight had stopped , although everything between them is finished , he was still trying to adjust to him

"Do you need help?"

Macau asked in a slumby voice , uninterested in them , he knew what he was going to say but still bothered himself to ask him

"Move in with us"

"No"

He said calmly , Kinn let out a desperate sigh

"You'll be safer with us , why can't you understand it?"

"And why can't you understand that I want to be alone? I'm not interested in your fucking shit , moving with you or whatever , okay? So please move"

Macau moved away from the bodyguards that were around Kinn

Kinn had no intention of hurting him since he was still young , being 20 and losing two close people must really hurt him a lot but Kinn didn't want to break his promise

A promise he made with Vegas

Promise me if I died , you'll protect Pete and my brother

That seems really unrealistic , some may not even believe it because that's Vegas? That surely surprised Kinn , Vegas is ruthless and never begs for favors but it's like he knew he was going to die

Unfortunately Pete died but he can still protect Macau

He didn't act ruthless , he told his bodyguards to follow him quietly

Macau left with his car , he knew he would be followed and made many turns as he could , confusing them , it made him laugh at how dumb they were

He arrived at his new house , feeling exhausted , he took his suitcase and keys , opening the door , he put his suitcase aside and plop himself in the couch

He was too tired to unpack , his arms stings from the burning sensation , he made new ones this morning but bandaged them so it won't be noticed

His eyes slowly closing itself