⋆⌗𝒯𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝒲𝒽𝑜 𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝑀𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 ⌗⋆Ⓟⓞⓔⓜⓢ⋆⌗

𝓑𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰

Two turned to three,
But no one even knows
"This is pointless" I say to myself, all alone
I can't think of anything else
What you said
What we did
I wish I could go back to then.

I extend a hand into the night,
My 'divine' existence, it's all so bland,
Dying, thinking I commited the crime
Just to find out I wasted a dime
On him
On her
An endless haunting of regrets.

This blasphemous, loveless union,
The only reason I am here,
Was for a dream I wished to fulfil
And the only one to blame
Is her
Is me
Who opened their mouth that day.

I warned her to not say
But she did so anyway
And now I've been cast out,
Stuck here, my mouth sewn shut
Your nauseating words
Your hungry stares
This is only because of me.

"What if I didn't put my trust in her?"
The walls just keep closing in
"If only I didn't tell her that night"
The darkness engulfs me, stilling me
For your sake
For mine
Why do we have to burn?

Heavens gates feel so far from reach,
And yet I look up, extending my hand
"This is pointless" I think to myself
If only I stayed alone in the abyss
So I could suffer
So she wouldn't know
Now, I'm trapped here, sitting all alone.