⋆⌗𝒯𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝒲𝒽𝑜 𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝑀𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 ⌗⋆Ⓟⓞⓔⓜⓢ⋆⌗

𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓻

To the man who stole my voice,
Who soothed my sorrows,
Who smothered my dreams,
Who swallowed me in blissful misery,
I condemn you.

To the shame you brought upon me,
My mind clings to those memories,
Much like how you clung to me then,
Repenting like you had committed sin,
Praying as if god were the one you called out to.

To the man who severed my wings,
Who thrashed me with praise,
Who trampled me with promises,
Who tarnished my last bit of purity,
I despise you.

To every last fibre of my being,
Your presence itches at my flesh,
A blanket of fire and ice,
A world of right and wrong,
You were a violation like no other.

To the man who stole my everything,
My will to think,
My way to breathe,
My whole damn identity,
Because of you, I'm laced with poison.

To forgive you is out of the question,
A being with no ending, no pride or soul,
Willingly crushing any chance of redemption,
Two months in still hasn't changed my mind,
Of you, a conniving bastard, unwilling to just die.

As my blood settles at a boil,
A snake wrapping me in it's coil,
Sitting silent I may remain,
But that's just my waiting game,
Patience is key, remember, me.

Put your pride aside one last time,
..Then, maybe, he'll finally become mine.