Roommates mess

Roomatesmess pt 4

Harper's pov:

I've been here a week. I finally spoke to JD but only once and it wasn't the greatest. He wants me to come home.

I'm happier here, I'm figuring out how to live my life as an adult finally. JD is just holding me back but he is my boyfriend and I love him in the long run.

Which brings me to where I'm at now.

Hubby🥰💍 sent you a snap

I cringed at the snap name, I don't know why I'm all of a sudden feeling like this towards him. I spoke to my mom about it and she thinks it's just temporary and we will work it out.

She is definitely right! We always have what could be different this time. I mean I only have two years left of school.

"I don't know mom, I don't like this at all." I say as I am unpacking my stuff. "I love him I do but I don't..."

I sigh and put my hands on my hips. "He is just controlling. I'm adult now and I can tell. He is mad because I wanna live he never let me live before."

"Well harps I don't know what to tell you. Maybe you need to take a break from each other and if it's meant to be you'll find your way back." My mom speaks softly over the phone.

She's right. I can't keep taking this but at the same time it's odd. I've been with him my whole life I don't know how to leave it.

But I should, it's good for me and my health. Truly.

Paige's pov:

As I was walking down the hall past Harper's room I hear her on the phone with someone.

My curiosity has always gotten the better of me. I cannot help it. I put my ear to the door trying to get a better listen.

It took me a minute of close listening to realize who and what was being said and why.

Oh no shoot. I have ALWAYS thought he was a bad boyfriend and Harper is just now realizing it.

My heart literally skips a beat, as I listen to her and her mom contemplate what they should do about JD.

I can't believe it actually, is she for real about to break up with him??!?

That's when I hear the call and it's my cue to move along before I'm caught.

I have to tell Azzi this is like my dream come true. For real actually.

"Bro p what happened to 'I moved on!!'" Azzi says as she rolls her eyes. She likes Harper okay but that's it.

I don't blame her though she had to hear a lot about her for years. Bad and the good and how I truly felt all the time.

Azzi knows it all, "I did bro. Don't even with me. Chill out I was just excited for my friend to get out of a bad relationship!!" I defend quickly.

"Mhm so you can get into it huh?" She says and I can't help but laugh. It wasn't my real plan but I mean if it happened then it happened.

And you wouldn't hear me complain either!!

Flashback to Harper and JD. One week before the move.

"Bro Harper. Don't be like that just stay." He says not taking the news well.

"No I can't," I say frustrated. I have to be on my own.

"And why is that?? Huh? You wanna go be on your own so you can be wild don't you? You have everything you need here." His tone is raising.

"I just-" I was quickly cut off.

"No shut the fuck up and listen. I guess you just don't want us huh, don't want me. Ain't that right? You wanna give up on what we have here how good it is. I can give you what you want always. I can take care of you. Not if you go there and don't count on me to wait either. I want a woman who is gonna stay for me!! Not go be a slut in Connecticut, who you gonna live with that dyke you were friends with??"

My mouth falls agape at his words. My stomach is twisting not in a good way. I can't even process.

How did my highschool sweetheart, my dream man just shatter me in two minutes?

A tear slips from my eyes and he sighs and shakes his head. I can't believe it.

"Baby," he says softly. My heart sinks to my feet.

He reaches out for me and I'm froze. He wraps his arms around me yet I'm still tense I'm now crying harder into him.

I don't understand. Why is my body letting me seek his comfort right now even though he just hurt me.

"Baby I love you, just stay please. We can be perfect I'll be perfect for you." He says as he strokes my hair carefully.

My mouth is dry and I have a lump the size of a baseball in my throat. "Baby don't you love me?"

He says in a sort of whine. He looks me into his eyes and they look genuine. How could I do this to him hurt my boy like that.

"I am sorry I do love you." I say back as I rest my head into him.

"Please stop crying it's okay!!" He says softly. He wipes my tears and I take in a deep breath..

I finally pull away and drive home to my apartment.

I have so much to think about now. I don't understand, I feel sort of guilty. I have wanted this for so long but I don't want to hurt those around me...

Heyyyy!! Sorry for the slow start it's football season and I am a dancer so it's rough anyways FIRST TIME DOING THE HALF TIME SHOW FRIDAY 🤔 I will be showing you guys pictures anyways the plot is forming what do you guys think 😜