scarian,grian centric / hermitcraft and life series oneshots

songfic good looking angst

Heyy, so I kind of wrote this on vacation, so, like,

Songfic good-looking by Suki Waterhouse

Tw:watchers,slightly angsty,shipping

As I picked up another book from the library, I noticed I didn't have many left. There must be a way of explaining what is happening to me. Right?

"The skyline falls as I try to make sense of it all.'

What is happening to me? Well, my wings started growing in a unatural way. They were also slowly turning more and more purple—not pretty purple. The sort of purple reminded me of them. That wouldn't happen to me, right? I killed that part of me—of them, I mean.

As I looked outside the window, contemplating everything, I noticed it was slowly becoming dark. Well, it looks like I'm going to pull another all-nighter.

Scars pov:

I knew him; I knew grian he was my boyfriend, my partner, my love, ofc he would trust me, right? He has so many secrets; who knows? Maybe even I don't fully know him. He hasn't been himself lately; he's isolating himself. I'm worried about him, but he knows I love him no matter what, right?

I found out some things about him. I found his old diary. not on purpose; I respect his privacy, but still, the fact that he hid his past from me I know it may be hard for him to tell me, but I want to help.

Grian had told me about being on a server before he lost many people; he had nightmares often. If he had those, he would run over to my base to talk about them or just find comfort. Those nights ended with cuddling most of the time. But still, I have the feeling grian isn't telling me everything.

I thought I had uncovered your secrets, but it turns out there are more.

Grians pov:

I put down my books its 10AM in the morning and we have a meeting at 11 i need to look at least decent. As I walked into my bathroom, I looked at the mess standing in the mirror. Unkept hair, eyebags, and those cod ugly wings. The wings went from a dark, mesmerising purple to lavender. I would think they looked pretty if they weren't mine or those of the watchers.

I get pulled out of my trance by my alarm. It's almost time for the meeting. I quickly put some concealer under my eyes and brushed my hair a bit. I had trouble hiding my wings because everyone knew I had parrot wings. They would notice when I tried to hide them.

I am not who I am to anyone. to anyone no not me at all.

I looked in my inventory to see if I had done everything I needed to. deciding, I did. I flapped with my wings and flew to the shopping district.I noticed I am slightly late to the meeting. Luckily, I wasn't the last to arrive scar was.Oh, I forgot to remind him of the time and what a stupid boyfriend I am.

My good-looking boy

The meeting mostly went about changes we want to make and plans. At the end, Xisuma decided to gather everyone for an announcement. 'Hello hermits, I've been looking through some codes and found something quite worrying."

'There has been someone who hasn't been sleeping for over two weeks." Two weeks i havent slept in two weeks, I haven't slept. I will sleep once I know what's going on.' I'm unable to find out who it is because it's concealed. I really want this hermit to find some rest and maybe get help." I don't need help; other hermits have their own stuff to deal with anyway.

'Okay, then thank you everyone for being at the meeting. See you next time."

I'm not who I am to anyone.

As I went out of the meeting room, I got stopped by scar. 'heyy, uhh, grian, can we talk, please? He wants to talk. No, no, no, what a bad person I am. I haven't been doing the things I usually do to help him. He's probably mad at me. 'Yeah, sure, what's up?"

Scars pov:

'Where have you been the last few weeks? I haven't seen you, and I'm worried." I am definitely worried he hasn't been spotted by anyone the last few days. 'Yeah, I've just been building a lot." Liar, 'no, you haven't nothing changed in your base." He's lying to me; why would he? 'Yes, my base changed, and I changed the windows."

'okay i get it youre lying to me. I'm your boyfriend, and I care. And you clearly don't; thank you for reminding me of the meeting." I'm angry at him, and I want to help. And he is only pushing me further and further away. I'm done.

You adored me before.

Grian stormed out of the room after that. I just stood there. Did I do the right thing? It's not my fault that he is pushing me away. At this point, it's his problem. I'm going back to the other hermits. I see grian talking a bit he's lost most of his personality; he just isn't him. He left soon after I entered the room.

You're not who you are to anyone these days, not at all.

Authors note that maybe a pt 2 is really interested in whether I want it to be happy or not and how it's going to work out. again my grammar checker is broken i hope i fixed it mostly but sometimes grian will become griffin also i want some more ideas alsi what can go wrong when dying your hair yellow this is totally not a hint for a future chapter also school just started so the updates may be less frequent the art above is made by me!

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