Love Procedure: SOOBIN & SOHEE

7: True Love

I stare at the sight of Yeonjun and Chaeyoung holding hands out the building romantically.

How cute.. although I had the urge to smash the window at the sight of it. I hate how it reminded me of Highschool. I wish she was dead. I wish both of them were dead.

Chaeyoung is an eye sore. She may act all cute, in reality she'd talk shit about me as she was jealous of how close I was with Yeonjun. It pissed me off as although she was tormenting me, she already stole him from me.

What pissed me off even more than that.. the words that came out of Yeonjun..

He doesn't know what love feels like. Yeonjun has never dated a girl in his entire life except Chaeyoung.

It feels like I'm going crazy again, the thing that helped me forget about him most is how he was out of my sight for years. Now he's back.

He's still the same Yeonjun I remembered, I detest him for the only reason of jealousy and heartbreak. He never knew I loved him, now that he's back the words linger and dance on my tongue, I try to hold back the words I wanted to say to his face.

His handsome face that always had a kind smile, I missed so much.

Chaeyoung has a short and petit build, while I'm pretty tall for a girl. Chaeyoung is ideal.

We both have long hair and pretty face. But I don't feel any prettier telling myself I am prettier than her, when she has the man I wanted.

I'm losing my mind by the sight of him. I want to smash this window and scream at him.

I rub my eyes, they're gone. So suddenly? Are they in my building?-

I nervously grit my teeth, picking up a nice book. Romance of course, it'll help clear my mind. Stuff liked this helped with delusions.

I sat there peacefully on my chair for a good 5 minutes, my feet were uncontrollably tapping as the atmosphere was quite depressing as it was lonely quiet. To the only sound in the room was the clock ticking and you can notice every single dust particle forming in the air. Nothing moved, just that. It was quite irritating.

Then, a single knock approaches.

"Sohee?"

Who dares call me by my name like that?
I run to the door then clearing my throat to finally put on my leader persona.

"What."
Y-Yeonjun?..

"I just came to check on you.."
W-why?..

He suddenly grabs my face and looks me in the eye,
"Are you okay, Sohee? You don't look well?"

"It's nothing really.."
I scoff, staggering away awkwardly but he still hadn't let go. His hand then shifted to my hair, brushing it over with his fingers. He grabs a loc of my hair,

"You're lying. What's wrong."
He brings the loc closer to his face and sniffs my hair so suddenly, I didn't know what this feeling I felt but it felt similar to being disgusted.

This is all I had ever wished for, for Yeonjun to care about me, to look at me with these eyes and kiss my hair.
Is this a dream?

My face falls perfectly into his hand as I rest it on his tough palms. His hand is big and cold.
I close my eyes gently, looking down away from his eyes. But when I look up, he looks at me with pitiful eyes like he did the other two times.