Metallica one shots and headcannons

The letter never sent✉🌹 (James Hetfield one shot)

After you moved from the boys house where you used to live togheter, you forgot in a drawer of your old desk a letter where you confess your love for James. But fate wants James to find this letter...

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It was to much for me to bear. I couldn't do it anymore, I can't live in the same house where you love someone and they don't. When Kirk proposed to live with the guys I wasn't that sure. But I was wrong. The time that I spent with the guys made me have a lot of happy memories. And then, I fell in love with James. I love everything about him, but what I love the most are his eyes. That blue that reminds me the sea and everytime I look into them it's like I'm mesmerized with their beauty. I never had the chance to confess, but when I saw him kissing a girl my heart broke. I realize that he didn't like me. How stupid I've been. How a man like him could love a stupid girl like me? After that episode, I decided to rent an apartment thanks to my savings.

When I revealed that I wasn't going to live with them anymore, they were all sad. "Y/n, how can you live me with these idiots? Why are you moving, did something happen?" Kirk asks "Nothing happen, it's just I don't want to disturb. That's all" I say "But you don't disturb at all! Please stay with us, I beg you" Lars said "It's true, Y/n you are my book friend, who do I talk to if not you?" Cliff says.  The only one who wasn't saying anything was James. And it hurt so much. "Come on guys, I still live in this city we can meet everytime you want!" I say. 

When I was greeting them and it was James's turn he hugged me tight and he whispered something but I didn't catch what he said. After I finished to arrange my apartment, I lay in my bed and I think about James.  Who knows if he's thinking of me?.

James Hetfield POV

Since Y/n isn't here I feel alone. I don't know why she left but I missed her so much. I miss eating with her, drink with her, joking with her. And mostly seeing her face in the morning. She is the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen. Her beautiful Y/E/C they make my hurt beats faster. I never confess to her because I think she didn't like me. I go in her room. Now there is only a desk. I sit and I try to write some lyrics for a song. Unfortunately the pen is unloaded and I open the drawer hoping to find one. But when I search for the pen, I see a letter.  I open it to find that is letter written by Y/n.

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Dear James, I write this letter knowing that I'll never sent to you

Anyway, I want to tell that I love you. I know that you don't feel the same

But I want to tell you that you are the only man that think I'll love

No one can compare to you, my dear.

I want you to have a beautiful life and I want you to achieve all of your dreams

Love you

Y/n

How stupid I've been.  She loves me and I didn't notice. After reading the letter I ran towards her apartment. I was running like a crazy, but I didn't care. I rang the bell and I see her opening the door. "J-James, waht are you doing her-" she says but I kissed her. I dreamed about this moment for a long time. Even thought we didn't want to stop, we had to catch our breaths. "Sorry Y/n If I didn't understand it sooner" I say "James, I thought you didn't like me. You kissed that gir-" she explains but I stop her. "She didn't meant anything. I was drunk that's all. But you know, when I kissed that girl, I hoped it was you" I say. "But why you came? How did you know that I like you too?" She asked me "I read this. If I didn't find this letter, I think I would've ever confess" I say. "Oh God, you read that letter? I'm so embarassed" she says but I cup her cheeks. "You know, no one has ever written a letter to me. When I read that letter I have to confess you that I cried. No one ever told that words and It means a lot for me. Y/n, you are the only woman that I'll ever love. So, do want to be my girlfriend?" I propose. "Of course! I love you so much James" she says. "I love you too my darling".