Metallica one shots and headcannons

Missed call📞🥀(James Hetfield one shot)

You left a message a voicemail for James but he doesn't listen it right away. But when he will listen to it, it's too late now...

Warnings: Mention of murder, death of a character, pretty sad.

I was at home getting ready to go into the studio to record songs for the new album. "Shit, if I don't hurry I'll be late" I thought and I put my shoes quickly. Just as I finished tying my shoes, I see in the phone that someone left a message on the answering machine. I quickly see just who sent it. "Hey James" It was the voice of Y/n. "I'm sorry Y/n, I can't listen to your message right now, you have to wait" I say to myself unaware of everything. And I head to the studio. "Finally you're here James!" Lars says. "I know guys, let's go immediately" I say and we started recording. After 4 hours we finished to record some songs. "God I'm exhausted" Lars says. "Yeah, me too bro" I say. "How is Y/n? Maybe you could invite her to come here" Kirk asks. "Yeah, I really enjoy when Y/n comes here. She's the only one who can calm us when we're angry" Jason says laughing. "Above all, she has enormous power over James. She can calm him down immediately" Lars says and we laugh.

 "Yeah, that's why she's precious to me" I say. "Why don't you call your wifey? I want to say hello" Kirk asks. "Alright. But please don't be stupid" I say. "Don't worry James, we're good boys" Lars says. "Surely" I say rolling my eyes. "The customer you just called is currently unreachable". "Weird, Y/n answers the phone right away" I say. "Maybe she's taking a shower" Kirk says. "It could be" I say. But then my phone rings again. "It will be her for sure" Jason says and I nod. "Put it on speakerphone James, we want to hear it too" Kirk says. "Hi love!" I say smiling. "Excuse me, am I speaking to James Hetfield?" A male voice asks me. We look at each other in confusion. "Yes, why?" I ask. "Sir, I invite you to come to the hospital. Your wife is in serious conditions" a nurse says and I let the phone fell down.

 "Sir, can you hear me?" a nurse says but I'm not listening. Why Y/n was in a hospital? I ask myself "James, we're shocked as you, but we need to go there" Kirk says embracing me. "Let's go" I say still shocked. "Don't worry, I'll drive" Kirk says and I nod. The car ride to the hospital was silent. I was deep in thought and hoped Y/n would be okay. "Don't worry my love, I'm coming, please don't give up" I whisper to myself. When we arrived we rushed in the hospital reception. "Where is Y/n Hetfield?" I ask worried. "She's still in the operating room, you can wait on floor number 4" the nurse says and went at the 4th floor. And if she doesn't make it, how will I live without her? I've already lost too many important people for her to do the same? Or am I destined to be alone?" I say trembling. "Please Y/n, don't leave me" I cry. 

The others also began to cry. After an hour a doctor comes out of the operating room. "Who is James Hetfield?" A doctor asks "It's me. Doctor, how is Y/n? What happened to her?" I ask still crying. "She was stabbed multiple times in different parts of her body and some were fatal. We tried to do everything we could but she didn't make it. My condolences sir" the doctor says and I feel down crying. "NO! It's isn't true. WHY DIDN'T YOU SAVE HER?" I yell "Please James, calm down" Kirk says but he was crying too. 'She was the only that could calm me. And now she's gone. WHY HER?! I cry. My throat hurt and I couldn't see for the many tears that were falling down. "C-can we see her?" I ask him. "Of course" the doctor says and led us to the door. I saw the nurses what were trying to cover her body. "DON'T COVER HER!" I yell and I rushed by her side taking her cold hand."Why Y/n? Why are you leaving me?" I say crying.

 "How will I do without you? How will I calm down if you're not here now? Who will be with me in my darkest moments? How can I sleep without you by my side. Why Y/n? I cry. "Please, you have to leave" the doctor says. "Come on James, let's go. See you Y/n" he says kissing her forehead. Jason and Lars couldn't do anything. They were blocked. Only the tears were falling down. I went and I sat on the couch. Then I remembered that she left me a message.

"Hey James, I tried to call but you didn't answer me. I know that you're busy but can you pick me? There's a strange man who is following me and I'm scared. Love you" 

And the message finished. I cried again. This was all my fault. If only I had listened to that message she would probably still be alive. She died because of me. I sat on the floor and I cried. Then I hear a smell. A smell that I knew very well. "Y/n..." I whispered and I saw her in front of me. "Y/n, are you here?" I say but it was silent. Then I see her touching my cheek and whispering to me "Please don't blame yourself. I will always be with you. Call me and I will answer you. You must live for me" she says and she moves away. "Please Y/n, come here. "Y/n!" I yell. And she wasn't here anymore. Y/n... forgive me. I say but I I felt my eyes heavy and closed them.