"are we still friends? Can we be friends? are we still friends? I've got to know"
in which Trent Alexander Arnold and Madison Lopez are very flirty friends, who hook up one time, or more.
I WAS SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM, I was completely zoned out while my brother was lecturing me about dating Trent, I couldn't hear a word he said.
the comments from yesterday replayed in my head over and over again.
"you shouldn't date Trent, he's my best friend. That's not fair madi, if you ever break up I would have to choose" my brother sighs, realising I wasn't really listening.
"plus you will definitely break up, Trent can't stay with the same girl, he's a player" he finally comforts me as his lecture ends, he wraps his arms around me, pulling me in for a long side hug while I think about everything he's said.
or at least everything I heard.
"we're not dating, it's just some fun." I assure my brother, though I wish we were dating. I really wish.
"okay, just don't get caught up into feelings. He will break your heart" he lets go of the hug, looking me in my eyes "i won't" I softly smile.
"promise me you won't mads" he puts out his pinky for me to hold onto, I hesitated before talking again "I promise" I lock pinky's with my brother, my fingers crossed behind my back with my other hand.
he didn't have to know I already caught feelings for Trent.
he was right, it wasn't fair for him, but I couldn't control my feelings towards Trent. After so many years of flirting you can't tell me I wasn't bound to fall for him.
It hurt me as much as it hurt my brother to even think about him ever having to choose between us, mostly because I never wanted me and Trent to end.
I really liked him, and I guess people knew that now.
I WAS HORRIFIED when someone tagged me in a post by tiktokroom, I was so incredibly scared it would be another post dragging me down.
though when I opened Instagram, I found it to be ten times worse than that.
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