"are we still friends? Can we be friends? are we still friends? I've got to know"
in which Trent Alexander Arnold and Madison Lopez are very flirty friends, who hook up one time, or more.
"HOW COULD I POSSIBLY MAKE YOU FEEL ANY BETTER THAN YOU ALREADY ARE" Trent asks as wel walk away from my favourite ice cream shop.
we used to come here everyday when we were kids, that's part of the reason it was my favourite. I loved all the memories I had here, even the bad ones.
"I don't know" so shrug with a big smile on my face, this day had genuinely made me feel much better about the break up "I'm glad I can make you happy madi" he smiles while taking a bite from his ice cream.
"who says you make me happy?" I raise and eyebrow at the bold assumption "just look at you, you're grinning ear to ear. I bet your boyfriend didn't make you smile the way I do" he laughs.
I can't help but feel sad at the statement, why such a sudden shade toward ale? I really liked him and he really made me happy, I don't know if he made me happier than Trent but at least he made me happy.
"you've been here for a week now, have you felt the need to go back to him yet?" Trent says once he noticed the sudden change in my mood.
"no" I smile, truth is I just wanted this conversation to be over with, I've had the urge to leave Liverpool everyday since I came here, I just wanna be in Spain.
I used to want to go for Spain solely for the country, the beauty and everything else about the country but recently Spain had become so much more than just a country.
It was the home of my love, I had lived and loved there for three weeks. I missed it, I missed Spain, I missed the people, but more importantly I missed my person.
"alright, you wanna drive?" Trent asks as we make our way back to his car "no it's okay" I decline the offer, it wasn't liked he'd ever let me drive his most precious car.
"I thought you'd want to, you've been begging for years" he laughs "I think I only wanted it because I couldn't have it, not because I actually liked it" i admit.
"are you talking about the car or something else?" he questions once we sit down "the car obviously" I answer "okay, I almost thought you were talking about me" he scratches his head, looking almost nervous.
"no, I've had a great week with you, haven't I?" i faintly smile, it was true. I have had a great week, I felt pretty good for most of the days and actually had a lot of fun.
I just wish I wouldn't have been so hung up on everything that happened, I wanted to be able to fully enjoy my experience at home and not see this as a sad situation.
I know Alejandro had good intentions, but this honestly just made me have less of an experience than I would've had if he hadn't broken up with me.
I don't even wanna try and see if there's something between me and Trent, I can feel what there is and what there isn't. I don't need to explore it like Alejandro wanted me to.
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user87: is the caption about Trent or about Liverpool?
user56: and boom they're back together
user90: I LOVE THIS FOR YOU💗💗 ^ user21: after everything they will always end up together
user526: my favs💞
user53: I miss ale😔 ^ user46: you're not alone
user76: finally she has someone to love for real.
user282: friends or dating? ^ madisonlopez: friends!
user721: they're sooo cute🥹
user63: I love this but I just wish she hadn't used ale as a rebound ^ user738: fr it's so sad
user213: cute!..
user827: she is beautiful why is she doing this
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"YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL YOU KNOW?" Trent puts a hair behind my ear, this day had been great, I was fairly happy for the first time in a while.
I was happy to be back home, to have talked everything out with Trent and to finally get my feelings all together.
I know what I have to do, I know who I like, I know who I love. it would always be him, no matter what I did, i will never be able to look at anyone else after being with him.
"thanks, you too" I blush, I always got so shy when I received compliments. I was bad at receiving or giving compliments, so I had no idea what the right answer to a compliment was.
"is it hot in here or am I the problem?" he asks, using his hands as a fan to cool down his face "no, it's pretty hot. do you not have AC?" I question as I only just now realise how hot it was.
I had been so caught up in our whole conversation I didn't even realise the heat, it was just such a deep and much needed conversation for the both of us.
It gave us both the clarity we needed on how felt about each other.
"I'm just gonna take this off" he removes his shirt, I wasn't bothered as it's not like I hadn't seen him without a shirt before "turn the AC on" I yell after him as he walks away to his room, probably gonna put away his shirt.
"I already did, I think it's broken" he checks the remote to turn the AC on and off, though it looked like it was on it didn't cool off the house at all.
"I guess you better get someone to fix it then because I will not live in this" I laugh, standing up. I made my way over to the back door so I could escape this heat.
it was nice and cool outside, not too hot not too cold. It was rather confusing how hot it was inside compared to outside, almost as if we were sitting in a sauna.
"oh this is better" he steps outside as well, breathing in the air as he does so. "this view is so beautiful, I will never get over it" I gaze at the sight in front of me, admiring it.
"I also have a beautiful view" Trent says, admiring me. I laughed at his response, another compliment I didn't know what to answer to.
"I love you Trent, I really can't imagine a life without you" I smile at him, this week has just really made me appreciate everything I have in life, that including Trent.
"I love you too madi" he smiles. It was almost as if time stopped when our eyes found each other, I wanted to stay here forever, forever in this moment.
AUTHORS NOTE: alrighty, finally a post after so long!!
