"are we still friends? Can we be friends? are we still friends? I've got to know"
in which Trent Alexander Arnold and Madison Lopez are very flirty friends, who hook up one time, or more.
I was sitting in my room, Tyler, the creator's song ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? was blasting through my speakers, the lyrics speaking certain words to me.
words I understood all too well.
are we still friends? he sang, making me think— were we still friends? after everything that had happened?
I had hoped we'd never have to go back to just being friends, however that's exactly what had happened now, if we were even still friends.
can we be friends? the words echoed through my mind, I didn't want to be friends, I wanted to be with him, to love him.
are we still friends? I've got to know. the words stopped for a second, these words had been repeating in my head for the past few days.
the question always remaining the same.
see eachother. shake your hand, say hi. It started again. I hadn't seen him, not since the last time he slept over, the time he ended it.
long ago, long ago, long ago the words repeated. It hadn't been that long, however it had felt like ages since I'd seen his face, since I'd been able to touch him.
I'd been craving his touch, hoping he'd been craving mine aswell.
I can't stop you, I can rock, too the song said, I couldn't stop him, no matter how hard I tried, how hard I wanted to, there was no stopping him.
I've been back there and I can, I got to. But I've got to know the words said, just like the song, I had to know.
are we still friends? can we be friends? the song started after a small pause, repeating the same words that had been going through my mind all day.
are we still friends? can we be friends? the words repeated another 2 times, I had hoped we were till friends, I couldn't bare not seeing him.
I wanted him, I wanted him however he wanted me.
I didn't care if he only wanted me as a friend, if so I'd want him as a friend aswell, I just wanted him, to see him, feel him.
for everything to be the same as it was, back when we were friends, back when I saw him every day,back when I could touch him.
The months that we had gone, secretly sneaking around, I wanted them back. I wanted to turn time around and go back to those months.
the words repeated in my mind, yet again. are we still friends?
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AUTHORS NOTE: I've never done this so maybe this is weird and confusing but wtv😭
