ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? | TAA & ALEJANDRO BALDE

nobody gets me

ANOTHER MONTH HAS PASSED YET IT FEELS LIKE TIME HAS BEEN STOPPED. it feels like just yesterday I came back from Liverpool, in fear Alejandro wouldn't want me anymore.

but that wasn't yesterday, that was three months ago. Three months ago my life completely changed for the better, I found the love and happiness I deserve.

I hadn't ever had a regret after coming back to Spain, I was at peace, I was at home. I had started a new life here, a better life. I loved my new life and I don't ever wanna give it up.

I had always dreamed of a life like this, dreams often seem unreal and impossible, but life is full of surprises. while on dream may not come true, another one will and it will open up so many doors for you.

I never thought I would say I'm dating someone who makes me happy like I've never been happy before, but here I am. I am living the dream, every girl has thought about a life like this at least once.

I know most of the times dreams like this don't come true, there's really only a small chance you'll ever meet your person, but when you get that chance it is the best thing in the world.

your person, it seems like such a cliché, how could anyone ever be your person, like they were specifically made for you. I thought that way not too long ago.

"My person" is a term of endearment indicating strong bonds and deep affection. Your "person" is someone who understands and supports you unconditionally. Your "person" is most often a romantic partner, but doesn't have be.

that's the definition of 'your person' but in reality it's so much more.

your person is someone you love so deeply you would give up anything to be with them, leave behind your life just so you can be with that person.

it's someone you never wanna be separated from, even people who struggle with affection or being affectionate will crack for that person.

it's never guaranteed you'll find someone to love, a lifelong partner, finding your person is even more rare.

I am lucky enough to have found my person, I know there are loads of people who say "I think I found my person" but that's the thing, when you've found your person you don't think.

you just know.

I know I've found my person, everyone knows I've found my person.

"I think you're supposed to open it that way" I laugh as I correct ale, who is trying to open a pack of pizza dough. "I think I'd know if it was supposed to be opened that way" he claps back. sassy.

"just try it" I shrug, still laughing at him struggling. "I'll try" he looks unamused. and just like that the pack opens, I smile knowingly giving ale an "I told you so" look.

"you are a genius" he gives me a hard kiss before going back to the pack, taking the dough out of the plastic wrapper and placing it in the middle of the kitchen counter.

I laugh at his action before going back to making the pizza sauce.

"you have to make holes with your fork" i hand ale a fork, earning a confused look from him "like this" I stab the pizza gently with the fork, demonstrating what he has to do.

"have you seriously never made pizza before?" I question "no, why would I? I almost never eat pizza" ale shrugs "I don't either but this is just basic human knowledge" I say.

"I guess I'm not a basic human then" he starts stabbing the pizza gently, imitating what I had told him to do. "you definitely aren't" I smile.

"what's that supposed to mean?" he turns his head to look at me "well first of all, you're pretty weird. Second of all you are a professional football player, that's not really an everyday job" I look back at him.