ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? | TAA & ALEJANDRO BALDE

we can't be friends

"HEY" I GREET MY BROTHER WITH A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE, if only he knew I genuinely wanted to cry right now.

"mads!" he excitedly greets me "come in, most people are already here" he smiles, opening the door further for me to walk in "happy birthday" I hug him tightly, it was almost like I was back in Alejandro's arms.

"you can get yourself a drink if you want, they're in the kitchen" he points as I let go, he had recently bought a new house that I wasn't familiar with yet.

"have a good night" he says, probably the last thing he'll say to me for the rest of the night as we don't really have ether same taste in friends.

I make my way to the kitchen, finding the counter to be full with drinks.

I needed some alcohol to make me forget about everything that had happened recently, I grabbed the first drink I could reach. It was beer, I didn't even like beer yet I chugged the bottle immediately.

I went in for another two bottles before I felt a presence beside me, grabbing a bottle that was in front of me.

I looked to be met with the most betraying eyes ever, the way the could look at you so softly while being so harsh behind your back.

"hey" he spoke, making me feel a lump in my throat "hi" I bluntly reply before turning my head back to the drinks, I saw a part of the counter that was full of mojitos, this was exactly what I needed.

I immediately grabbed two and started drinking the first one, quickly moving on to the second. I had a strong feeling I was gonna be drunk very early on in the night.

"calm down with that yeah?" Trent spoke again "I can do what I want, can I not?" I scold him, why was he even trying to talk to me after everything he put me through.

I'm still not completely recovered from what he did to me, and it's been more than a month.

"yeah sure, whatever" he walks away, I just roll my eyes at his tone, it's like he was mad at me for not wanting to talk to him, which is just ridiculous.

once I can't see him anymore I just grab another beer bottle and sit myself on a single couch, drowning out everyone around me.

I DIDN'T REMEMBER MUCH FROM YESTERDAY NIGHT other than the very beginning of the party, after Trent came to talk to me I don't remember anything.

it may be bad, but I was drunk like I had never been drunk before yesterday. I just needed it, I agree alcohol may not be the best way out for your problems, but I really didn't have anything else.

I'm glad Trent didn't bother coming up to me for the rest of the night, at least I don't think he did.

though he did dm me, I was too scared to even look what it said. he probably wanted to talk but I definitely wasn't ready for that just yet, I didn't want to either.

however, it was something that would happen anyway. somewhere in the near future I would have to talk to him, why not just do it now?

like ale said, I had a lot of things to talk about with him and I needed to get 'my full experience'.

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