Chapter 35 : Moving into uncertainty (End of Part 1)

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Catras POV:

In the following Days, I visited mom a few times, slowly mending whatever had been left of our Relationship. I was hesitant at first but opened up a bit after she had convinced me to tell her how Adora and I met. Mercilessly, I went over everything, left nothing out though I did spare the details of any sexual happenings, only mentioning them briefly.

"She... sounds like a wonderful Person"

"She is... even though she's just as screwed up as I am..."

"How do you mean?"

"Well... imagine her mom to be like you but up the control freak by about 400% and add a severe lack of privacy to it... that about sums her up"

"So.. she's a bitch?"

Somehow, hearing my former highly religious mom swear made me laugh out loud "Hahaha yeah, she is" only when i came home did I realized that this had been the first time that I showed mom my real laughter since I found out I was into Women

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With no other solution on hand, we took DTs offer and moved into the near Castle sized Villa. Adoras friend Bow agreed to help us with storing some of the larger items like her couch, Adoras Bed and the near endless collection of books that had been sitting in the living room the whole time, gathering dust. We would only be taking everyday items with us since DT's place didn't lack any comfort.

I was just coming up to grab the last few boxes when I found Adora sitting in the middle of the living room, surrounded by the parts we weren't allowed to take with us, a solemn look on her face. I sat down beside her, laying my Arm around her shoulder and letting her head fall on mine "You're... gonna miss this place a lot, aren't you?"

"hmm"

"Want to like... talk about it?"

"....kinda... can I... vent a bit?" she muttered and I just shrugged, thinking she may have some regret after all "I really loved it here, you know?" she looked around the near empty Apartment "I had always imagined that... this would be the place I would... grow to like my life, that I would one day wake up and look in the mirror, happy and completely in love with Mike, making plans to eat lunch with mom after classes, preparing a wedding but nothing turned out the way I thought it would, only getting worse every day until I voluntarily moved out... and then I met you..." she turned to me and carefully made me look her in the eyes "...and you gave me so much more happiness than I ever could've imagined back then, made me not only come to terms with who I really am but still continue to make me more and more happy every day" I could feel my heartbeat quicken and my face burn from just the sweetness of her words, her face all lit up as if she had just been told the best thing that ever happened to her "So, to answer your question... yeah, i'm gonna miss this place.... because here is where I fell in love with you... and myself"

As much as I would've just pushed her down and made her even happier right now, I remembered the conversation with Lauren all of a sudden "She deserves to know" I thought, pushing her away a bit "You were an idiot to let me stay here... you were completely, 100% my type, my ideal... and so gullible that you even let me live with you, a total stranger that you had a drunken one night stand with... who deas that? I'll be honest, I thought I'd get 4... maybe 6 months tops to be with you before you would get annoyed at the Lesbian trying to hit on you, too far in the closet to even consider yourself to be brave enough that you could admit that you even liked me. Adora, you have done more for me in the 5 months I've known you than anyone has in my entire life and I want you to know that I don't take any of this for granted. I'm in debt to you, not because you let me stay... but because you make me feel as if I would never even needed to think about leaving ever again" I hugged her tight, trying to hold myself back from becoming to emotional "I will never forget and I will repay you in full, one day"

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