❝𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐞.❞
Jasper Hale is a vampire with no care about his existence. Simply just existing in a dark and cruel world.
When a new girl moves to Forks, Washington, Jasper realises that...
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𝚉 𝙴 𝚁 𝙾
SCARS. My scars are something that I am not proud of. My scars are a reminder of my time as a Newborn. Typically, most commonly, people believe that their scars are proof of their survival.
Yes, in a way, they are proof that you have survived something. They can tell the stories of who you were and how you survived, but my scars are a reminder of the monster I try so hard not to be.
I have been existing as a monster for many years now.A hundred and forty two years to be exact. And I have despised every second of it. For my entirety as a Newborn, I was a monster in an army battling for territory. I was a puppet and the strings were pulled, but I didn't do anything to stop it.
I was the monster, no matter how I was coerced into my actions, I still did them. I despise my actions, I detest myself for doing them. And because of these disgusting things, I have wished multiple times for my suffering to end.
I was merely a shell cascading through the world, drinking human blood, killing who I deemed fit. It was torture. I was in misery. I hated being alive.
But one day, I went into a diner in Philadelphia and I met my best friend Alice and her mate, Victor. She told me that in fifty seven years, I would meet my mate. A mate that I didn't think existed.
And I can only hope, when that time comes, that she will accept me, and the scars that remain a reminder of the monster I am.
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I hold a book in my hands and read it in a calm silence before the door of my room is burst open. I can feel the excitement which radiates off Alice. "Jasper! It's the day! You'll meet her today!" Alice calls out with a laugh as she enters my room loudly. My eyes widen at her words and Emmett speeds to stand outside my door.
"Wait... What day is it?" He asks Alice, confused. "I thought it was Monday?" He says and Alice rolls her eyes with a giggle. "The day Jasper will meet his mate! He's been waiting a hundred and forty two years for her!"
I'm staring at Alice with my eyes wide and mouth agape. I don't know how to react, I'm frozen. Their emotions of congratulations and excitement is wafting through me.
"Sweetheart, I think you broke him." Victor says as he speeds to stand beside Alice. He wraps his arm around her waist and pecks her cheek. I feel the love they have for each other, and it makes me ache slightly. "What's.. what's she like?" I question, my voice is quiet and Alice giggles at me.
"She's so pretty! But Jasper..." Alice lowers her voice as she steps closer to me. Sadness swarms inside of her. I look down at her with a frown on my face. "Just.. be careful with her." Alice's voice is quiet and thoughts spike my mind. Panic grows inside of me, wondering if I hurt her in the future.
"Do I hurt her in some way?" My voice is pained and Alice's eyes widen. "Of course not! You don't hurt her. Just be gentle with her." I nod my head at her words and Alice smiles, clapping her hands together.
"Is she human?" Rosalie's voice calls out from the living room and my eyes turn back to Alice. I hadn't even thought of it, I had just assumed she was a vampire which I harmed in some way. "The way you're making her seem fragile makes me think that she's human." Rosalie finishes and Alice is silent for a moment.
"Yes. Yes she's human." My eyes widen at her words and Rosalie speeds to stand in the crammed doorway of my room. We lock eyes and she shakes her head. "You can't. She can't know our secret." Rosalie hisses out before her gaze locks on Alice.
"How do you even know she's his mate? She could be his blood singer or something?" She points out and Alice shakes her head. "I'm positive. I saw the vision fifty seven years ago. She was leaning on his chest and he had his arms wrapped around her. Jasper was so happy with her." Alice calls out and her eyes move to me.
"How did you have the vision of her if she wasn't even born yet?" Rosalie calls out to Alice who goes to speak before stopping herself. She's silent for a moment, searching for the answer. "It's something that must've been set in stone. She's meant to be his mate." Alice argues and Esme speeds to stand in my room also.
"Let's discuss this later. See how the day goes first. There's no point panicking if nothing has happened yet. We'll all discuss this later when Carlisle returns from work." Esme says to us before checking a small silver watch on her wrist.
"You best be off." Esme calls off and everyone speeds away whilst I calmly place the book back on the shelf. Esme remains and she stares at me for a moment. "If she is your mate, you won't need to feel worried about hurting her. You never will, your body won't allow you to." Esme says and I give her a small smile.
"Thank you, Esme." She places a motherly kiss on my cheek and I speed out to the garage, nervous for school for the first time ever.
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A/N- I hope you guys like this fic! This is based off my fanfic called Love at first bite but it's in Jaspers POV.
Updates will be everyday for the first act before going to three times a week new moon onward.
