・❥・ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴏꜰ ʙʟᴜꜱʜ ʙᴏʏ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ. Happily married and eagerly awaiting San's return from his mandatory military service, Wooyoung busies himself building their home and nurturing their dreams. Just as everything seems to be going perfectly, unexpec...
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As we drove toward the café we owned, a calm ambiance settled inside the car, punctuated only by Han's playful babbling from his car seat. Beside me, San's attention shifted between the road and the letter I read aloud, his grip on the steering wheel steady, his expression a mix of attentiveness and quiet reflection.
Initially, I hesitated to share Joon's letter directly with San. Something deep within resisted, perhaps a protective instinct, or maybe a fear of reopening old wounds. But after several days of peace and thoughtful consideration, I decided it was crucial to face this together, to process the words as a unit and prepare for what was to come. Joon's letter was more than just an apology; it was a confession and a testament to his journey towards healing.
"Dear San and Wooyoung,
It's with a heavy heart and a clear mind that I write to you both. The past years have been a profound journey of self-discovery and rehabilitation for me. My time in therapy has been pivotal, helping me face the darkness of my actions and the underlying causes of my behavior.
I've come to understand the deep hurt I inflicted, not just superficially but the lasting impact it may have had on your lives. My obsession, which I now recognize was deeply unhealthy and damaging, led me to actions that I deeply regret. This letter serves not only as an apology but as a declaration of my personal growth.
I am learning to live with my illness, managing it with the tools and support provided by my therapists and support groups. Each day is a challenge, yet it brings with it a chance to prove that I am more than my past mistakes. I hope to demonstrate to you both that change is truly possible.
I am not seeking immediate redemption or forgiveness; I only ask for the opportunity to show you that I am earnestly striving to be better. If you are willing, I would like to meet, to speak with you both, not to disrupt your lives but to apologize in person and to show you the man I am becoming.
Please take all the time you need to consider this. I understand if direct contact is too much, too soon. Your comfort and wellbeing are my utmost priority, and I am committed to respecting any boundaries you set.
With hope for understanding and perhaps, in time, reconciliation,
Joon"
As I finished reading, the weight of Joon's words hung in the air. "He seems genuinely committed to changing," I commented, trying to keep my voice neutral despite the emotional turmoil the letter stirred within me.
San nodded, his eyes still on the road but his mind clearly processing every detail. "It's a lot to absorb. But yes, his words suggest real introspection and change. Meeting him at the café seems like a prudent step. With us together, in a familiar and safe space, we can gauge his sincerity more securely."
