The next day, I can barely focus on anything. My mind keeps drifting back to last night, to the kiss. I can still feel the warmth of Theo's lips on mine, and every time I think about it, a shiver runs down my spine.
During lunch, I sit with Alastor and a few other friends, but I'm not really listening to anything they are saying. I poke at my food, replaying the kiss over and over in my mind. It was supposed to be just a cover, a way to avoid getting caught, but it felt like something more. I can't shake the feeling that there was a spark, something I hadn't expected. It was like the butterflies in my stomach were going feral. It's definitely a new experience to me. I think that's why it partly scares me so much to feel this way.
I glance across the cafeteria and see Theo sitting with his friends. He catches my eye and gives me a small, almost hesitant smile. Almost like he feels just as conflicted as I am about how to continue on being friends after last night. My heart gives a small leap, and I quickly look away, my cheeks burning.
Gosh, I must look like a total idiot.
"Gwen, are you okay?" Alastor asks, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I turn my gaze to Alastor. "Yeah, I'm fine," I reply, giving him a tight lipped smile. "Just tired, I guess."
It's partly true since I couldn't stop replaying that kiss in my head until I eventually fell asleep.
Alastor surveys me. I know he suspects something is up with me but there is no way I'm telling him that I kissed Theo or rather that he kissed me.
The kiss has left me feeling confused and uncertain. Theo and I have always been rivals, constantly trying to outdo each other whether it be academically, with debate or even chess. But now, I can't help but wonder if there's something more between us. If there has always been something more between us than this rivalry.
I internally scold myself. No, I must be imagining it.
As the day goes on, I find myself stealing glances at Theo in the classes we share, trying to read his expression.
He seems different, too, more wrapped up in his thoughts. I wonder if he's thinking about the kiss as much as I am.
After school, I head to the library to work on an assignment, but I can't focus. My mind keeps drifting back to Theo and the kiss.
After trying and failing to read the same sentence for the fourth time I decide to take a walk to clear my head.
As I walk through the school grounds, I spot the fountain that is in the middle of the courtyard.
I walk up the fountain and take a seat on the fountain ledge, a little lost in thought.
I can't help but think back to the night I met Theo at the fountain to sneak out of the academy to go snoop around Mr. Rycroft's crime scene in the woods. I smile at the thought. I think it was one of the first times I really felt that I was doing something good by trying to solve Mr. Rycroft's murder. And having Theo by my side even though I didn't know it then would make me feel less alone in all of this. Actually now that I think about it, I'm not sure I would've found all that I did without him.
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The Puppet Master
Tajemnica / ThrillerGwendolyn "Gwen" Donnelly has only ever wanted one thing in her life: become class president. In her senior year of high school a shocking murder throws a wrench into her plans. Gwen finds out that her favourite history teacher has been murdered an...