Dear Charlie,
We recently went on holiday from summer school an that was great. But now we're back and I swear people are getting more and more annoying. Like with all my letters there are good and bad parts.
So I'm gonna start with the good. last night I felt like crap, I know it seems bad but I promise it isn't. My medicine wasn't working so I needed something to calm me down. The first thing I went to was youtube an turned on Ed Sheeran.
I spent a couple of hours just watching videos and listening to his songs until I happily went to sleep. I genuinely felt infinite, I know your only supposed to have one of those moments, but there I felt like nothing to stop me. I had this feeling like I could live forever.
There was also a bad part part if yesterday. I don't think I'm going to be able to go see my dad this year. he says he doesn't have the money cause he needs to get his work trucks fixed. But it seriously has been two years since I've seen him.
He breaks my heart all the time and I don't know if know anyone can truly fix it.
I had a whole dream of me coming and living with him but if he doesn't even care enough to send for me, what make me think that he wouldn't care about me even if I was living with him. He even said it himself men are assholes.
Remember: LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE
Love always,
Me
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The Perks of Being Me
RandomCharlie's story inspired me to write about my freshman year although its almost over. I've already been writing letters just not to Charlie but I think he should know my story too.
