The Perks of Being Me

September 29, 2015

Dear Charlie,

Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm so excited I've been pumped for this for over a week I just can't wait.

Everything seems so surreal. I feel like I can do anything. I mean just to think I'm another two years I'll actually have made it and be gone.

I'm just living it up. This could not have been the best couple of days so far.

I mean besides my mom finding my razor. She was cleaning my room when she came across it. I hadn't put it away because I always get side tracked.

She checked my wrist and she hasn't asked about it since. I freaked a little then realised I didn't cut there anymore and was glad.

She hasn't said anything since. I don't know if it's because it's my birthday week or just because she believes me.

Homecoming is this week which means a hell of lot more work in band. I mean I love it but I don't think its gonna be the same as last year. But I'm excited for that.

This week could have gotten better. I posted a pic of me and Austin on Twitter and it blew up. At first I thought my phone was glitching but then I realised it was notifications. I was so excited to see that so many people saw it, especially since I just made this Twitter.

You know what would make my birthday even better? If Austin would to tell me happy birthday that would mean the world to me.

I talked to my dad today he told me about how he had me since I was 8 months and how proud of me he is and that he knows I'm going to accomplish great.

Side note: I'm legit crying Idk why it might just be my dad or the fact that coldplay of playing in the background but who knows.

Anyway my biggest thing in the world is that I never want to disappoint my dad. He's my everything is really the only reason I'm her.

Well Charlie I'll definitely write to you on my bday so til then.

Remember: LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE

Love always,
Me