Dear Charlie,
Damn it's been the longest time since I've written to you. School is okay besides me having a C- in Trig. That shit is hard I feel like it's gonna be the death of me.
Musically everything is good I mean I recently gotten into more music. Like I have a new favourite rapper. He's from Canada( you know anyone there is amazing) like me.
He's from mississauga which is really close to where I'm from.
Last week I was really home sick. I wasn't haveing a good week in general it felt as if it was going on forever.
Yeah everything seemed to be getting built up only for it to be torn down again.
The guy I liked, Michael, completely blew me off more than once.
We were out and my friend Hannah was supposed to and she didn't and then he just like didn't talk to me.
It's not like I was being anti social like I usually am I just don't know.
I have been questioned my sexuality for the longest in a way that just didn't make since. I thought I would always say I liked guys because that's what people told me thats what I'm supposed to do.
I actually came out that ibwas asexual last year a meet with everyone around. It was awkward at first then I just went along with it. If people dint ask I just don't try to shove it down people throats.
I mean Michael seemed as if he liked me. When ever I'm with him all I want to do is grab his hand and hold him close because he's so awesome.
I mean I like Josh and other guys but none exactly like this. It feels different.
I saw him post a picture with Hannah and ibfelt as if she betrayed me but really she didnt.
Sorry I'm boring you with all this girly shit Im just getting really fucking sentimental all time.
I'll try to keep writing when on get the chance. Your mvp for still being around.
Remember: LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE
Love always,
Me
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De TodoCharlie's story inspired me to write about my freshman year although its almost over. I've already been writing letters just not to Charlie but I think he should know my story too.
