Dear Charlie,
I'm going home soon from my other moms house. It was fun while it lasted here. It's not her it's just my sister.
Today, not to long ago, she said that me being around ruined her entire life.
I had already assumed this before but it was different when it came out her mouth.
When she first said it I thought that she was joking then I figured that she was serious.
I kinda figured it when we had our last falling out. It's just that she is always comparing herself with me and I can tell.
But I don't understand why just the fact that she was born into the family when I wasn't. I just got my little brother to acknowledge that I was his sister.
It's so much harder then she understands. She makes me feel unwanted just because she doesn't like me.
She said that she never liked me growing up and that I was a problem. And I think me constantly reminding her that I was here first kind of also pisses her off.
She going to have to deal with it, Im older and will always be around. People will see me as an outlier.
By the way she isn't a good self esteem boost just for the fact that she constantly is trying to hint that she's prettier than me but thing is I'm as comfortable with my face as I am with my body so it's kind of no use.
Well Remember: LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE
Love always,
Me
A/N
SORRY THIS WAS SO SHORT BUT I DONT HAVE ALOT TO TALK ABOUT.
MAYBE WHEN SCHOOL STARTS BACK UP I COULD HAVE MORE MATERIAL.
YOU ARE READING
The Perks of Being Me
RandomCharlie's story inspired me to write about my freshman year although its almost over. I've already been writing letters just not to Charlie but I think he should know my story too.
