Dear Charlie,
I think it's time for me to go. I'm ready I want to leave. This is just a mental breakdown again but I'm truly satisfied, I look back to where I was three years ago. I'm not the same girl. Yeah I'm not fixed, I'm just now broken in a different way.
I'm ready for a new start, maybe i''ll be a lot happier. A new start a new me. I'm ready for it to be over so that the good can start flowing.
I've decided this up and coming school year is dedicated to mending loose ends. I want to make my possible last year here the best one yet. I want to be a cliche, I wanna dance til I can't anymore. I want to have collages of friends. I want be like something out of a book, or movie. I want to be that girl that life just out of now where gets better.
I want have it be a day before I move and have a reason for me to stay. I want to be happy and I think its here that might just be dragging me down.
I want to start over, its one of the hardest yet life changing things that I could. It won't just be a new school, friends, but a different country.
I'm ready, I just have to get everything set up. I want this more than anything and I want you to stay apart of my journey.
Remember Charlie: REMEBER LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE
Love always,
Me
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The Perks of Being Me
RandomCharlie's story inspired me to write about my freshman year although its almost over. I've already been writing letters just not to Charlie but I think he should know my story too.
