Dear Charlie,
I took two of my finals today. I feel a lot better about them. I was just being over dramatic.
I've been sitting here listening to the song "Someone New" by hozier.
I feel like this about be might be my next hit. I feel it through my bones.
The lyrics are my remedy. It fills me with a feeling that imnot alone and just fall in love with anyone.
I don't know if I fall in love easily like some people have said to me.
I don't use that word with everyone. I've only said I love you out loud to one person, which was my father. He honestly is the only person I truly love.
I'll say that I love James but this is a love that he will never return back to me.
In the sogf it says' would things be easier if there was a right way? Well honey there is no right way'. There's truly no right way, I sit around and fall in love with strangers because I don't have real love in my life.
I just want to be truly loved, maybe even like Tate loved violet.
Someone help me
Remember: LIFE'S A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE
Love always,
Me
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The Perks of Being Me
CasualeCharlie's story inspired me to write about my freshman year although its almost over. I've already been writing letters just not to Charlie but I think he should know my story too.
