Isabellas pov:Now I have to mentally prepare myself to being away from my sister. I hate to leave her here so I got Jess and Dj mom to let Daelo and her have a 4 day long sleepover. They always says that we are always welcome at her house which made me relieved that she actually meant it.
It's the night before the trip and I feel mentally and physically paralyzed from my anxiety. I just sat there in the dark while my clothes are all over my bed.
I was packing but I just randomly zoned out looking at the wall thinking about how I'm gonna cheer without my best friend.
I can't do it without her. She's the only one I talk to. The others don't think I should even be on the team. While I was on the verge of tears when I was scared out of it my break down when I heard my phone ring.
It was Javon
I take a breath before answering the call
Javon💕
"Hey are you almost ready?"me
"Um almost" I said with a shaky voiceJavon💕
" why do you sound like that? What happened?"me
"Oh it's nothing just a little scared"Javon💕
"Bella, you're going to be fine I promise"He said that in such a soft tone. It made me loosen my shoulders and actually believe him, feeling less tense than I was before.
me
"Thanks I'm just glad im going with you guys and not my toxic teammates on that bus. But I have a question? Do you mind staying on the phone with me tonight?"I say as I wipe my nose from crying
Javon💕
"Of course.But you know what would be better?."me
" what"Javon💕
"going on a late night target trip with me.me
"YES OH MY GOSH. Only if we can get Wendy's though"Javon💕
"Okay you Wendy's fiend . I'll be there in 10 minutes "He said with a smirk on his face.
I say bye and end the call. I've been wanting to go to target for the longest time.
Like he said, he was here in 10 minutes. He texted me that he's on my street. I was putting on my pants and trying to text him back at the same time but I fell face forward. "Aw shit". I smacked my forehead on the carpet floor. I roll over to my side on the floor with my hand on my aching forehead ,to pick up the phone that began to ring.
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