He want's to show her what it really means to truly be loved by someone
Daily updates*
TW: ⚠️ abuse, sh, cussing, mentions of suicide
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Isabella's pov:
Just as I suspected, she yelled at us. "YOU GUYS KNOW THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE. ADDISON YOU ALMOST DROPPED ISABELLA BECAUSE YOU LET ONE OF YOUR HANDS DROP AND ISABELLA DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT HORRIBLE SAVE."
She kept talking and talking. When she yelled at my I could feel the tears in my eyes. My eyes felt heavy but I looked up to not let the tears fall. this is so embarrassing.
I hate being embarrassed in front of everyone. I feel so stupid. I hate this team in general. I love this sport but the people is what makes me not enjoy it. The whole team looked at me with disgust as if they didn't mess up either.
After she finished her bickering I jogged to the bathroom. I don't want anyone to see me like this. All they'd do is ask questions and not help. I used to get like this after every competition. Every. Single. One.
I'd go to the bathroom and cry my eyes out from how nervous I felt after performing. Sofia helped sometimes, other times she told me to stop being dramatic.
I put my hands on the bathroom stall door as I rested my head on it. I try to pace my breathing so I don't pass out.
2 new messages from Javon💕*
Javon💕 Javon💕 Bella where are you we're looking everywhere for you
Javon💕 Bella. Are you okay? Where are you?
3rd person:
Jayla and the twins were outside the performance arena looking for Isa but they couldn't find her. "Javon text her again" Jayla says , not looking at him to scan out the area once more. "I did. She's not replying" he tell her. She couldn't have gone far. " ok Jaden you go and search through the other teams. Javon you go look in the gym and I'll go talk to her teammates". They both nodded and all went their separate ways.
Jayla found her team mates. They were all huddled together in a corner. "Excuse me" she says, out of breath from running. "What do you want" some girl snapped. "Have you seen Isabella." Jayla asked.
"Guys who the fuck is that?" she asked those around her. "it's Isabella" some girl with green eyes said. "huh?" "Oh my gosh Addison. Belly!?" The girl said. "Oh yeah!!! Looks like she ran to the bathroom, I'm not surprised if she actually did" the girl said who Jayla now knew as Addison. She seemed like an asshole. "Yeah thanks so much" said Jayla, giving her a sarcastic smile.
Addison narrowed her eyes back at her. Jayla sprinted to every bathroom, yelling Isabella's name. She found her in the second bathroom she went to.
"Isa?! Are you in here?" Jayla yelled. In the silence, she heard heavy breathing. She looked under all the gaps in the stalls. Not caring who'd be mad.
On the fifth one she saw someone with a friend ship flower bracelet on her ankle. She knew by now that she found her since they have matching anklets. "Isa open. It's me Jayla." No response. She lightly knocked on the door to wanting not freak her out more. "Please open the door" she said.
Isabella opened the door. Her face was puffy with her cheeks and eyes being red. Her face always turned red rapidly so it's bright red right now. Her mascara all over her face as she wiped her tears. "What happened" Jayla asked as she pulled Isa into a hug "I'm - I'm so sorry. Im sorry. I'm sorry" she said as she bawled her eyes out on Jayla's shoulder, crying even harder.
She kept repeating her words. " it's okay, you're ok" Jayla says as she rubbed Isa's back. She knew what to do and what not to do since Isa has these moments a lot.
She pushed Jayla away. She wasn't mad at her, she was herself for staying in such a toxic environment. "I hate my team. They're all evil. Their evil Jayla! My coach is even worse! Nothings ever good enough for that bitch! I fucking hate them." She yelled all of this in one breath.
"It's okay" Jayla kept reassuring her. "Let me text the boys that I found you. After, we can fix your makeup together okay?" Jaylas asked as she laid her hand on Isa's shoulder. She knew that Isabella hated when her makeup got ruined so she thought helping her fix it would cheer her up. Isabella nodded in agreement to Jaylas question.
Sibling clique Me( Jayla) Guys I found her
Wanna🏂 Thank god. Where was she?
Me (Jayla) The bathroom. Something must've happened after the awards but we'll be there in a few minutes.
Jaejae🤨 Hallelujah 🥳🕺🏻
Wanna🏂 Bro, it's not the right time to be dancing rn
Jaejae🤨 I'm celebrating that she was found dumbass
Isabella's pov:
Jayla helped me calm down while fixing my makeup with me. My eyes were still red and puffy so it's obvious I've been crying. "They don't deserve you" "I don't understand why everyone switched up on me after the Sofia incident" "she probably talked shit" Jayla replied. " I bet so" I laughed back.
We walk out the bathroom. All the judges ,teams and people are gone. Except for the twins who just stood there in the middle of the room. Looks like there's not a single thought on their minds.
"Hey guys!" I say. "SHES ALIVE!" Jaden says as he lifts up his arms in excitement. They both brought me into a tight hug. "Okay now what happened?" Javon asked. "You know" i say "The usual" I shrugged my shoulders. Trying to get this conversation to end.
"Are yo-" I interrupted Javon " I don't wanna talk about it let's just get to the hotel and get rest to drive home tomorrow" "yeah I'm tired from being around so many mean cheerleaders" Jaden says. "One said I'd give you a nasty look but you already got one. What year are we in 1990?!". The color drained out his face. "Shit Jaden I'm sorry but don't worry I bet that person looks like Shrek reincarnated" I say, making him laugh.
Authors note I tried to not end the chapter on a bad note.
