I love you, I'm sorry

10 ❀

TW⚠️: Suicide and Abuse

(I lost most of my work on chapter 9 when i published it but the rest is there now. Sorry)

Isabellas pov

We are on the road again, this time we are going home. I have my head on Javon's lap as I just lay there waiting to get tired. This trip sucked ass. We have more fun back home anyways. I can't wait to see my sister. Last time I checked on her, her and Daelo where having a Marvel movie marathon.

"Door bell....." Javon whispered in my ear which tickled. "Ew what the fuck" I say while laughing. "that shit tickled. What do you want?".

"Do you know that whenever I look at you I get lost in your eyes".

He's fucking with me. "Bro you can't even walk in a straight line so I'm not fazed". "Could've just said I don't care geez" he pouts to try and seem sad. "Javon I love you but let me sleep".

(Not like that guys don't get your Huns in a bun)

"Fine" he grunted.

I woke up with thirty minutes left on the gps. I sit up right to stretch, my whole body shakes intensely.
"Hey Isa how was your nap?" Jayla asked me. "Could've been better. Javon was snoring in my ear" "you do know that you snore too right?" I was confused on why she said that. "What no I don't!?" I say in a bitter tone. "Uh yeah you do!" Jayla said sarcastically.

"I'll have to see proof before I can believe you" I hinted. "Oh I have a lot of proof, you'll believe me" she butts back. Me and her talked until we made it home. She drove to their house, them going home and me getting Christelli from her sleepover with Daelo.

"Hi I missed you!!" "I missed you too!", I replied. "How was your sleepover with Daelo ?"I asked.
"I've never met someone who farts as much as him" she said "but of course it was fun.".

Okay enough talking about me, how was you teens trip?" She said. "Teens trip?" I asked confused. "Thats what me and Daelo called it since you guys are too cool for us now" her voice made me sad. She really think we don't like hanging out with them. "No what that's not true! I mean you can be annoying most of the time but we still like to be around you guys!"

"I would hope so, but you can be annoying too sometimes. She says sarcastically. I cocked my head at her, squinting my eyes.

We pull up into our drive way. There was no other car so we assumed our mom wasn't home. She wasn't so that was a relief. Once I walk in the house I immediately go to my room. I throw my bag across the room them myself in the bed. I missed it so much. I didn't get the chance to put my blanket on top of me because 2 minutes later of looking at the ceiling, I fell asleep.

The next morning*

It was 7 am when I woke up. I woke up due to the front door bursting open. It scared both me and Christelli. I check my phone to text her. She's already sent me 5 messages in the past minute.

                                                                                     Christi👯‍♀️🌎

Christi👯‍♀️🌎
BELLA

Christi👯‍♀️🌎
BELLA WAKE UP PLEASE

Christi👯‍♀️🌎
WAKE UP PLS MOMS HOME. I SEE HER IN THE DRIVEWAY AND SHES ANGRY

Christi👯‍♀️🌎
BELLAAA