He want's to show her what it really means to truly be loved by someone
Daily updates*
TW: ⚠️ abuse, sh, cussing, mentions of suicide
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Javons pov:
I see Bella on the couch almost knocked out, eating a popsicle. I feel like i did something wrong. It's feels like i used her. It wasn't my intention but looking back at it, she was drunk and didn't know what was going on.
I fucked up.
"Hey Wanna! let's go at the front of the house! There gonna light fireworks." Jaden told me.
"Yeah I'll be out in a second just let me do something" I tell him. He goes outside with the others as I go up to Bella.
"Hey Bella are you okay?" I asked "Mhm" she said with the popsicle in her mouth. "I'm tired as fuck though and light headed. Are you gonna stay here with me?" She blurred her words together. How could i say no. "Of course". She smiled in response.
We both fell asleep on the couch.
"Jayla look! take a picture and send it to mom" I heard Jaden say. "Don't you fucking dare" I reply with my eyes still open closed. "Oops too late sorry" Jayla says.
I wanted to get up but Bella was on top of me and I didn't want to wake her up.
"Hey Jayla can you get me water and a plastic bag I bet there's one laying around" I asked my sister. She hurried to go find them. I wanted to prepare Bella for when she woke up.
To her she doesn't matter so she doesn't care for herself like she should. She's been drunk before, yet she never learned how to take of herself when it happens.
I feel some sort of way towards her now. Like I want her to be mine. I've always had a little crush on her ever since we where kids, but it was only the *she's so cute* elementary type of crush. But now, I can feel it growing more everyday but I've been choosing to ignore it to not ruin our friendship.
But it's getting harder to hide.
"Wanna?"she whispered as she opened her eyes. "I don't feel so good. What the fuck did they put in that lemonade?" She asked. She was gonna be sick. Just my luck that Jayla came back with the stuff. I grabbed the bag as soon as Jayla came.
"this can't be happening" she cried. She has emetophobia so she cried whenever someone or herself throws up.
"Guys go please!!" She swats her hand at my siblings to leave. They understand why she wants them to and they went away.
I was gonna take her to the bathroom but It would be to late.
While she was throwing up I tried my best to comfort her so she'd stop crying. "Keep breathing your doing great" I tell her.
I had take her to the bathroom either way because she wouldn't stop.
"this is my worst nightmare" she says "but it seems like Addison was right, I did end up ruining my outfit". She chuckled.
"Im taking your ass home after this" I say. I didn't get a response since she kept throwing up. I texted Jayla so she doesn't think anything bad if she couldn't find us.
Cookie🧘🏻♀️
Me I'm taking Bella home with me. Just giving you a heads up
"Okay let's go". I look at the girl over the toilet. "Shit, umm let me get you another bag stay right there" I say. "Where else am I gonna go" she said as she lifted her arms, letting them hit her thighs as they fell. "Oh sorry" I say. I shot up from kneeling next to her and rushed to go find a bag. I found one and ran back to the bathroom. "Here Bella let's go".
I help her get up, giving her the bag and putting her around my shoulder to keep her steady.
I lay her in the passenger seat.
She fell asleep right away.
On the way home I just kept thinking about what happened in the closet. Did she kiss me back so she didn't feel bad?
I felt like I obligated her to kiss me and I hate it.
Time skip*
We came home at 9pm. Jayla and Jaden where still at the party. I didn't want to leave Bella alone so I brought her up to my room. I let her sleep on my bed. I slept on the pullout couch that's in my room. I didn't care if she threw up on my bed. I just want to keep my eye on her.
Next morning in Isabella's pov:
Never again will I ever drink something random at a party. You'd think I'd have some common sense?!??
I wake up to see my self in Javons bed. Oh shit what did we do? I look around for him and find him slumped on his pullout couch. I sighed in relief. Completely forgetting that we literally made out last night.
I go on my phone to text Stelli on how her 4th of July went with Daelo, Jessica and Dj. They went out on a boat, they asked us to come but we denied. We should've went.
Christi🌎👯♀️
Me Hey fart face! How was your boat day yesterday?
Christi🌎👯♀️ Hi to you too stink bug🌝
Christi It was actually super fun though. Daelo taught me how to do a backflip into the water. I'd suggest learning in water so you don't break your neck at first.
Christi🌎👯♀️ You coming downstairs from Wanna's room to eat breakfast?😏
Me You nosy ass little girl😑. Nothing happened I just got sick at the party.
Christi🌎👯♀️ I'm just saying, you guys are cute together.
Me You've been telling me this for the past 5 years. I get it
Christi🌎👯♀️ You guys are so oblivious omg 🙄 just come downstairs to eat
Me Wait what's that supposed to mean
Me Christi?
Me CHRISTELLI WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN
Me If you find your pancakes outside in the dirt I hope you know that it was me😒
I walk downstairs. Everyone is eating at the table. I take a seat in the empty chair. On the plate was 2 pancakes, bacon, eggs and orange juice. They always knew what I liked to eat. It never changed.
"Jaden" I say. "Yes?!?" He reply's. "After breakfast I have to talk to you and Jayla". "I'm all ears I love me some hot gossip" he said in a sassy tone as he flicked his wrist down, making everyone look at him weird. "oh hell nah your gay as hell" Javon blurts out.
I need to ask them what happened at that party.
Authors note: Do you guys think Javon was in the wrong. Me personally I don't think so.
