He want's to show her what it really means to truly be loved by someone
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TW: ⚠️ abuse, sh, cussing, mentions of suicide
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"Ok now please explain to me what the fuck happened last night" I asked the brother and sister. They give each other a worried look before answering.
"Well um- you got sick!" Jaden says. "That's one thing".
"I know that dumbass"I reply back.
They're for sure hiding something.
"And you got put in 7 minutes in heaven" Jayla blurted out.
"HUH?" I yelled out "Who'd I do it with?" I was really confused.
"Javon" she says.
My eyes widened.
Oh. My. Gosh.
"You're joking" I say back. "Bella I wouldn't lie to you" she replies back. "Shit we kissed didn't we?" I asked.
They hesitated before answering. "Um I'm not so sure about that thought" Jayla says, emphasizing the word that. "What would you do if you guys did?" She asked me.
To be honest I didn't know. Ive always had a tiny crush on Javon but all this fake flirting is making it bigger because... when I say something to him, I truly mean it.
"Fuck um. I'd be happy?!" I say.
"I KNEW IT!" Jayla yelled, "I KNEW ALL THAT FAKE FLIRTING WAS REAL!". "Trust me Bella your not good at hiding secrets, I only know because girls are more aware than boys" she said.
"Wait what that's not true i noticed too!" Jaden replied to his sister, turning to her.
"Ok then so when did you figure out that she has feels for Javon?" She said, crossing her arms.
"Umm today?" He said, putting his head down from embarrassment. "Exactly you proved my point" she pointed at the boy.
That was a relief since that meant Javon still hasn't noticed.
When we were holding hands and skipping to the party yesterday, I felt something. It felt like my whole body was blushing. Like the butterflies that's supposed to be in your stomach, where everywhere but where they where supposed to be.
Oh no.
I think im in love Javon. And not just in a childhood best friend way.
"Guys please don't tell him. I'm still not sure how to feel" I asked the siblings. "Oh no of course we wouldn't" they reassured me.
"I have to go get ready and clear my head. I can't get anymore white hairs from stress. I already have too many. Now Jaden get outta here." I say playfully, quickly turning my head to the door. "Okay geez I'm going" he frowned.
