He want's to show her what it really means to truly be loved by someone
Daily updates*
TW: ⚠️ abuse, sh, cussing, mentions of suicide
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Isabella's pov:
I tried my best to be normal so no one would worry about me. But as soon as i stepped into our hotel room where there was no one around, I punched myself in the face multiple times.
Dragging my hands down my face after. How could I let this happen? Why does have to happen to me? I really loved her. Now I don't know who's gonna randomly leave me because of my depression. I don't know who to trust.
I drove away one of my best friends. Who knows who's gonna go next?!
I tried to not think about it so i could shower and be go out with my friends I don't even know if I can trust anymore.
Javons pov:
I could sense that something was wrong with Bella. I didn't know if I should go talk to her but I went anyways.
"Guys I'm going to get something from our room real quick. Do you guys need anything" I ask my siblings. "Can you bring my camera I want to take pictures, I'm starting a scrapbook" Jayla says "Actually yeah , can you bring me my bag of skittles" Jaden asks. I nod and make my way out the car.
I made it to the room. I couldn't hear the shower so I assumed she finished. I texted Bella to open up the door. A second later the door opened. "Hey" I say as I walked in. "hi" she says.
It was silent for a few minutes as she went to the bathroom to do her makeup. I sat on the bed patiently waiting for her to come out.
I gave up on waiting after 10 minutes and knocked on the bathroom door.
She waited a while before opening the door. "What do you want?" She asked. "Nothing I just want to watch you do your makeup, I'm tired of hearing Jayla and Jaden argue about breakfast foods" "okay come in" she chuckled.
"Javon?" She asks me, not looking away from the mirror as she stood there with her hands against the sink. "Does being around someone that's sad all the time get annoying?".
I was bewildered by her words. "Bella?- Why'd you ask that? Are you okay?" I asked. Her eyes began to water. "It's jus-just, the thought of losing you scares me". I walk up to her to hold her hand. "Don't be crazy, I'm not gonna leave". I bring myself closer to hug her.
"what happened" I say as I break the hug. "Sofia started to talk shit and saying how I'm a suicidal freak." My eyes widened to her words. " what the fuck" I say "that's so fucked up, I'm so sorry bells". I felt sympathy for her. Bringing her back into a hug, rubbing her back to comfort her.
"It's okay" she says, slowly pushing me off her to wipe the tears off her face so she can start her eye makeup. "I'm just gonna try and enjoy the day with you guys". She turned to me and fake smiled after that.
"You scare me you know?" She says, breaking the silence. "Why?". "Because I can tell you stuff I can't even admit to myself. I don't want to believe that this happened, but saying it out loud makes its real". "Oh" I respond.
"But enough of that sad shit I'm tired of it. How's my outfit?" She asked with a smile as she turned to me. She had her hair was in a half up half down. She wore a plain white tank top with blue sweatpants.
She always looked cute in anything she wore.
"Nah it's bad" I say. "Your ass can not be talking" she said sarcastically. "You know I'm joking. you always look nice" She replied with a smile that showed all her teeth. "Oh. don't flatter yourself your the one that asked me the question" I say.
Isabellas pov:
Jayla didn't tell me where we were going but once we got there, the first thing I notice is a outside restaurant by the beach. The was big tree where the balcony was. The balcony had lots of white tables. On the beach part, there's lounge seats with umbrellas over them.
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"Jayla how'd you find this" I asked in awe with the view. "Our moms been here before and suggested it to us" she responds "Shittt, your mom has good taste!" I say, looking over the front seats to see the view.
We all get out the car a make our way to the front. "Reservation for 3 adults and one child" says Jaden. "Wait what" I whispered in his ear. "Shhh and just play along". He whispered back. "May I ask how old is the child" the receptionist asked suspiciously.
"Oh this one." Jaden says as he put his arm around me. "She's twelve." I can't say anything back so I just smile at the receptionist. "Okay then. would you like a coloring sheet sweetie?" the receptionist says as he goes on his knees to talk to me as if I'm a five year old.
He was scarily tall though. He had to be at least 6ft. I looked to Jaden then back to the guy in front of me. I wanted to slap his face but instead I replied with "yes please".
Kill me.
"Jaden your a bitch you know that right." I say with the boys arm still wrapped around me while we walk to our table. "I mean be grateful, you got us 20% off" he says in a cocky way. I nodded in agreement because it's true.
A girl who looked at least 15 came up to us, "um hi, can I get a picture with you guys" I look at everyone to be sure if they want to and they nod. "Of course." We take the picture.
The girl bubbly skipped over to her table. "Sometimes we forget that we are famous when we go out". Javon says. "how can even you forget?! you have girls fangirling over you everyday!?" Jayla says. "Javon doesn't get ALL the girls. Okay. Don't boost his ego". Jaden says. "Your one to talk Jaden". Javon states back. "Mmm, no I don't think so?! It's funny to see you mad though" Jaden chucked. Javon laughed back, he couldn't ever stay mad at his brother.
Authors note: I've written all of these chapters in the span of three day's.
