bumblebee's journey (book 1)

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(A/N y'all no way I actually forgot that highfire and rainshot were dating please excuse my mistake I will make sure I put some of these moments in if I edit this story)

Highfires pov:

We slowly walked back to base carrying the boxes of energon crystals. I looked over at bee I could tell something was bothering him. I wondered if it was his town or maybe it was the red optic thing we really needed a name for that. It had also bothered me when he rejected my hug he normally never did that. With all the thoughts racing threw my helm I didn't notice I had been staring at him. "Highfire will you spit it out already you've been staring at me for a minute straight now" the irritation in his voice surprised me at first as his wings dropped into a irritated position . "I-ju- um" I stammered not knowing what to say. He gave a sigh and walked faster to get ahead of me. Why was he acting so........ distant. I thought angrily to myself. I continued to think of possible explanations of what could happen and some were pretty crazy. 'what if he got a message from the allspark signaling a dark and sad future' naw that one was just a little to crazy. 

we reached the camp and i took bees box while he walked to ratchets makeshift med tent. i saw him pause outside shuffling his peds then taking the last steps in. "highfire you and bee found some" rainshot exclaimed taking one of the boxes to lighten my load i was still looking at the med tent when she continued. "were is bee" her question snapping me back to the present. "oh he's in the med tent........ it happens again" she stopped and looked at me a annoyed and confused look on her face. why was everyone so annoyed with me. "and you didn't comm .....why" she questioned again. "well the thing is we kinda got attacked by cons I got knocked out for a little while and apparently bee got so mad that they had he went all red optics kicked their afts then just switched back I don't know I didn't see most of the fight only the end" I explains as fast as I could. "hmmmmm and he didn't attack you"

she confirmed to herself. "yeah and he didn't even realize it happens until he saw his reflection" I explains further as we walked over to where we thought Optimus would be. "hey isn't that what happened in the old building back at our old camp" I remembered what happened and how I hated to remember it. And remembered it was before he was a autobot and before I lost my....... I couldn't even finish the thought in my helm. it was to painful to know I would never feel the wind though my engines like that again. "hey look well find out exactly how it works and how to avoid it even if the last time he didn't hurt anyone but some mangy cons" she reassured me giving me a fond look. I leaned over kissing her cheek making her face have a sudden rush of blue. I gave a chuckle. "your not hurt are you" she said looking behind me on my back and on my front. "no maybe just a little dizzy but if anyone's hurt its going to be bee" 

she rolled her optics in a fun manner. "you really do care for him don't you" she pushed and I gave her a found look back. "of course he's like the little brother I never had but also more like a best friend" I added I would lay down my life for him. We had been though thick and thin together during this war. Once I nearly had to watch him offline because he took a blast that was meant for me. He never hesitated to jump in front of danger even if he hot yelled at by ratchet later.  "hey primes over there" I said nodding my helm in his direction. "you better tell him what happened with bee he might be worried" rainshot continue giving me a nervous glance. We were all worried about him he was the youngest bot I had seen in a while but when I tell you he packs a punch I'm underestimating him. 

"Optimus me and bumblebee found some energon when we went looking" I calmly said as we stoped in front of him. He took a quick glance behind us. I assumed he was looking for bee. "He's in the med tent getting checked by ratchet he only got nicked but the....... Thing happened again" u explained and optimus face remained cool. He had gotten good at not showing emotions and always making the best decisions I admired him for it. "Did he hurt anyone" Optimus asked taking rainshot's box and dismissing her. She gave me a fond look before leaving and I returned the gesture. "no only a few cons but I don't think you'll mind that also he said it wasn't controlling him like last time" I explained calmly and optimus got a relived look in his optics it warmed my spark to get his approval. "thank you for the energon but you should go check on him" Optimus said reassuringly and taking my box as well. 

I was almost baffled at how easily could carry them but soon remember hoe much bigger he was compared to me and bee. (A/N its not just perspective makimg the bots look big optimus is actually 22 feet tall and bumblebee is 15 feet tall while my OC highfire is 17 1/2 feet tall) I shrugged it off and walked over to the med tent where cascade caught me before I could walk inside. "hey i heard about bee do you think it didn't control him because they were both wanting the same thing" he said given me some good theorys on what could have happened. "that's a possibility ill tell ratchet about it" he wiped his helm and walked away and I continued into the tent.

Bumblebees pov:

I walked into the med tent nervously awaiting for ratchet to show up. He walked though the back room of the makeshift tent holding a data pad as usual "Hello bumblebee what seems to be the problem" he doesn't even look up from the data pad. "It happened again but I only hurt some cons and I wanted to do that in the first place" I calmly explained before he got worried. "mmmhhhh and you got shot" he said observing my arm. I had nearly forgotten I had it but checked it myself. I had been so worried that highfire had been hurt I really hadn't realized. "sit and explain what happened" he said pointing to the berth. I slowly sat down and began to explain everything that happened.

"I see maybe it's triggered when something emotional happens like when someone you care about is hurt or you find out  something that's......" He cut off after I explained. I just nodded knowing what he meant. "I just wish it would stop" I said turning my helm away. "Well it sounds like in this case it helped" I looked back at him shocked as he let my arm rest on the berth. "WHAT" I nearly yelled. "You said you felt like you had a new power rushing though you"