bumblebee's journey (book 1)

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Rainshots pov:

We drove along for a dew minute following bees tracks. They were getting deeper and faster as we went. Highfire was riding in cascade while he flew over following me when bees tracks changed directions. I soon slowed when they stoped and turned into ped steps. We were nearing the sea of rust and the thought crossed my mind briefly but I knew it wasn't true. I spotted his yellow frame sitting on one of the metal rocks as cascade a d highfire came up beside me. His wings were pressed against his back and his breaths were coming in rapid and shallow something was terrible wrong. His knees were pulled up to his chassis and his helm Covent his arms. I could feel the fear emanating from him it pulled at my spark. Highfire slowly walked up and placed a server on his shoulder. Bee leaped away almost tripping, the coolent steaming down his face and his optics wide with terror. He activated his cannon and aimed it in our direction.

He was clearly blinded by his tears. I took a step closer but highfire waved me off. "Bumblebee its me highfire" highfire said taking a few vague steps toward him unsure of what to do. Bee violently shook his helm and wiped the coolent from his fave while deactivating his cannon. He turns away from us facing the sea of rust embraced. "Bee" I said his name hoping something would happen. "i-im fine" he stammered out he obviously wasn't. "no your not just let us help" cascade pushed. "I'm FINE" bee said angrily. Throwing his server to the side to wave us off. He was still turned away from us when he slumped to the ground tacking the same position as before. Highfire and cascade looked unsure about what to do so I took action. I stepped forward but highfire tried to stop me but I waved him off. I walked slowly over to bee. He shook his helm gently at first then more violently. "hey it's ok" I said sitting down beside him and placed my server on his back in between his door wings I knew it was a sensitive spot and would get thought to him.

He looked up at my his optics locked with mine and I saw unmatched horror in them like he had just seen his family murdered again. I pushed for my optics to hold as much care as they could. He stared at me for a moment the terror slowly dying down in his and they shown a brilliant blue. They looked like huge puddles of endless blue water. He finally looked away and our onto the sea of rust taking a deep breath as his breathing returned to normal. I slowly began to stroke the sensitive spot on his back with my digest and felt his sparkbeat returned to normal. "you don't have to tell us yet if your not ready" highfire said walking up and sitting down bend and cascade took bees other side. "Thank you" was all he said and I removed my server and let my frame rest on highfire's. He gently passed his arm around me pulling me into a snuggle. We just sat there in silence for a few minutes and watched the sun edge its way closer to the horizon. 

Bee stood up turned around and started walking back in the direction of the camp. Soon cascade got up to follow leaving just me and highfire alone at the edge of what seemed like a endless sea. "I love you" I said calmly and snuggled closer to him. "I love you to" he replied pulling me in closer to his chassis. "You know I might never have gotten this chance if it wasn't foe bee" he said strokeing my helm with his servor. "how's that" I said looking up at him. He whispered into my audio receptors. "he moved the bags" he then calmly pulled his helm away just staring at the horizon. Haha the bags I tripped on into his arms. I let out a long sigh. "I couldn't imagine a world without you now" I said looking up at him again. "me neither" he spoke softly. "I could some get lost in those cyberpup optics.of ypurs" he said looking down and kissing me on the cheek. "Almost" I carrying questioned making this fun. "I already have" he replied. We sat there just looking out onto the horizon. 

Cascades pov:

I followed bee when he got up from the group. I speed up a bit to catch up to him. He turned his helm to fave me his bright blue optics gleaming in the fading sunlight. "Hey I didn't have to manhandled you to get you back to camp this time" I said and bee gave a small chuckle. "oh look he finally made a friend" A older bot yelled across the open scrap yard we were walking though. Bee ignored him at first. "Leave him alone" I shouted back. "Oh so the big strong autobot still needs him friend to talk for him" he mocked a smirk came across bees face "your an example that failure has a sense of humor" bee yelled back and kept walking. I let out a snort of amusement at the face the bot made. Bees face saddened again but he kept walkimg. I wondered what had happened back there but I wasn't going to ask. 

He transformed and speed off letting me transform and follow him from above for a moment I thought if I should go back for highfire but decided against it. we landed a few minutes later after we got board My stomach gave a small rumble and I released it had been a while since I had eaten which was late in the morning. "woow bee I'm starving how bout you when was the last time you ate" I said thinking it couldn't have been that long if he wasn't hungry now. He paused in his walk his door wings drooping in though then he looked back up his pea little wider. "Yesterday................. Morning" he said stalling. I was baffled how had he not known he was hungry until I asked him. "Bumblebee how did you just forget" I pushed looked like were going to ratchet for the second time today. "I don't know I'm not even hungry now" he said his wings giving a irritated twitch he was angry at himself and sad because ratchet would get on to him. "Come on your going to ratchet to figure this out" I scolded. "but first your going to eat" my big brother instincts kicked in when I heard rhis. 

"I'm sorry I just-" I cut him off "you don't need to apologize just take better care of yourself" I said play it my servors on his shoulder and his wings perked back up. "Lets go and now I'm going to ask you every day if you've eaten" I said and kept walking and he speed up to walk with me for a while before we transformwed again driving ing off and all the way back to the camp. Where I took him to ratchet. "So bumblebee after bot having nearly enough energon when you were held captive by the cons you developed a eating disorder" ratchet explained checking over a data pad. "Uggggg primes I can't do anything right anymore" bee said walking put of the tent annoyed at himself this time. "stupid fragers they took so much from him and now this I can't get this" I nodded in agreement to him. This was really going to drain bees spirit.