Cullens girl

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Mia's pov:
The feeling of uncertainty slowly starts to get more and more the longer I haven't seen my Jasy. It's like even my skin is itching with the utter need to get him back by my side. What if he once again starts to feel bad and I am not anywhere near him? What if he gets sad or upset? Maybe he only said he was ok with me going with the others to make them and me happy while he is now suffering? The more I think about it, the worse I feel for ever leaving his side to begin with!
„Little one? Are you ok?" Alice asks me with worry filled eyes as she studies me. My stomach drops at the realization that I made them worry, even worse, I made them feel less important by not concentrating on them like I should.
„I am perfectly fine Alice, I just hope Jasy is doing fine as well." I honestly answer her even though I am not too sure they will understand my strange worry for their brother. Their faces quickly loosen their worry and instead understanding and appreciation overshadows every other feelings they prior to just now felt. Guess they are fine with my concern then?
„That's really sweet of you shorty. Saying that though, I can only assure you that he surely is perfectly fine. We already made sure to text not only Edward but Esme as well to immediately contact us if anything should be wrong with our sweet boy." Emmet soothingly explains as I can feel myself exhale deeply in utter thankfulness. Happy that they not only were fine with me worrying, but even farther were worried as well to the point to check in with the rest of their family to make sure Jasper indeed is alright. Especially since I am kind of sure that my sweet Jasy always puts everyone else before himself, and therefore won't contact anyone if there is any way around it.
„On top of that I made Jasper promise to not hesitate to call me the second he feels anything other than good." Rosalie informs us all with a pleased smile as I giggle at her utter joy that she indeed was able to make him agree to her terms.
„How were you able to make him promise you that? He normally never promises anything since he won't dare break any promises he made to either of us." Alice asks stunned at Rosalie's statement, while I soak up every little information they are currently sharing with each other and me.
„Well, I made sure to explain to him how devastated my beautiful along with us will be if he wouldn't allow us to be there for him like he always is for us. And I also made a few more promises in return, but those are well worth for the both of us." she says and winks cheekily towards me, once again making me giggle in joy. Seeing all three of them look at me with adoration in their eyes makes me feel all special and dare I say loved.
„What did you promise him then? I want to get him to promise me something too?" I ask her interested, yet uncertain if it is ok to even ask that. Maybe it is a too personal question?
Seeing the uncertainty in Rosalie's eyes I quickly lift one arm in the air to stop her from even replying.
„I am sorry for even asking. It is quite an intrusive and nosy question, I apologize for even getting you into this situation to begin with." I apologize and make sure she understands that I indeed mean it. Maybe I am silly, but I can see all three of their shoulders sink as if exhaling in relief they won't have to answer. Whatever it might of been then, it surely was overstepping their boundaries which I certainly will accept without any fuss. Everyone after all has their right of privacy. That's at least how I see it.
„Thank you for understanding beautiful. Maybe when we know one another a bit better, we can indeed share it with you. I however am certain Jasper wouldn't appreciate me talking about our private conversation behind his back." she further explains to which I nod along right away. Fully understanding her reluctance even before she further explained her point of view.
„That's quite understandable Rosie. Anyway how much farther do we have to go to get to your secret spot?" I ask and see them right away smile wider towards me.
„It's just around the corner little one. Maybe Emmet can carry you the last bit, since it's quit slippery from all the raining and the leaves." Alice says as I right away get scooped up into Emmets strong arms. The feeling alone makes me sigh in comfort at the safety that immediately surrounds me like a blanket. When I feel myself get lift even farther up I look confused before I see Rosalie slowly pull me up a near cliff that I haven't even seen till now. Honestly I am rather certain I wouldn't of ever allowed anyone to get me up there if I would of seen this last corner beforehand! Yet they all make it look so normal as Emmet also climbs up the last bit before taking a step closer towards us.
„Please tell me there is any other way down from here." I whisper in fright that I will have to climb down this cliff later on. With my clumsiness I might slip and die while trying to do so. Their chuckles only confuse me even more, I after all was serious as I questioned for another route down!
„Don't worry shorty, I can carry you down just as easily as up, there really is no reason to worry." Emmet soothingly says as he seems to register my reluctance for the fear it actually is.
„Emmet is right little one, we have been climbing up and down here for years by now and know this section just as well as our own home." Alice also adds as Rosalie nods her head in agreement with her siblings.
„We also would of never brought you here in the first place if we wouldn't know for a fact that we will get you back home in one piece." Rosalie promises as my fear slowly starts to lesson the more they are talking. Trusting them enough to know they indeed wouldn't get me into any harms way. Not if they can help it, so they surely wouldn't bring me here only to get me hurt. That would be unreasonable!
„Ok, just please try to get me back home to my dad without any bruises, or he might go ballistic and shoot you for hurting me." I slowly mumble only Half jokingly. Yet I know he indeed would go ballistic if he would see any cuts or bruising on my skin.
„Trust me we know beautiful and we will make sure to handle you with utmost care." Rosalie once again promises as I nod and slowly turn around to look at the incredible view laying right there in front of us.
„WOW" I exclaim in shock at how beautiful it truly looks. We are now quite literally standing over the tree line, watching along the seemingly never ending woodland surrounding us.
„I know, it's quit magical don't you think so too little one?" Alice asks with twinkling eyes. The three of them smiling alongside me as we simply enjoy this peaceful moment.