Cullens girl

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Mia's pov:
After I finished eating, I again thanked the four of those sweet beings for once again cooking with me and therefore providing food for me. I do have to say, I absolutely enjoy being around them. Spending time with them and simply having a good time together. They constantly make me feel special and cared for, dare I even say loved.
„Do you like to go back to the living room shorty? Or would you prefer to stay here for a bit longer?" emmet asks me after he put the last few used dishes away. His question kind of confused me. It even more so worry's me, since I don't know what they would prefer to do, which slowly makes me feel anxious. What if I want to go back but they don't want to at all? Would they be mad or even angry at me?
„It's alright beautiful, we simple want you to feel comfortable while you are here. Therefore we want to make sure we do what you feel the most comfortable with." Rosalie soothingly explains, even laying a caring hand on my knee in a silent show of affection. Still I feel uncertain and keep on biting my lip in thought, of what would be best to do. My guess is that they want to go back to the living room, they after all got some close friends of them over. People the Cullens told me they sadly not often see, since they live in Italy, and I strangely enough also view as safe.
When suddenly a calm feeling spreads around my whole body, I sigh in utter relief.
„How about we go back to the living room sweetheart? If you want to, we can still leave whenever you feel uncomfortable." Esme asks in a calm manner and a reassuring smile on her  beautiful face. Before I even know it, I am already nodding my head in agreement. More than willing to do as she asks. She is right too, I can leave whenever I should feel uncomfortable. Therefore, there is no harm done with trying to get to know some more of their friends.
I also got to know Alec, Jane and Demetri yesterday already. And I have to say that I got along with the three of them perfectly fine, which I am rather happy about. It still feels weird to meet people who actually are nice and want to get to know me, without Isabella ruining it from the very get go.
„Love? Are you okay?" jasper worriedly asks while his hands tighten around my body in a loving hug. So to get rid of my prior train of thoughts, especially Isabella, I quickly shake my head before I smile at my sweet jasy reassuringly.
„I am now." I softly reply before shyly kissing his lips. And like magic, all my worry's vanish into thin air. Jasy's whole being seems to be enough to ground me without any trouble within just a second.
„That's wonderful love." he replies and kisses me once again. When he however pulls a bit away from me my smile falls slightly as my heart breaks a little. Why would he pull away? Did I do something wrong?
„Hey, I am not leaving. Quit the opposite actually." he says as he right away pulls me back against his comforting and familiar chest.
„I only pulled away so we can walk back to the living room." he further explains as my cheeks warm up in embarrassment. Honestly ashamed that i even thought he would leave me without a word, and only because I completely forgot that we just seconds ago agreed on walking back to the rest of their family and friends.
„Don't be embarrassed shorty, Jasper has that effect on all of us." emmet simply states with a wink my way. Helping me feel a bit less embarrassed. Still I kind of feel guilty for forgetting everything we talked about simply because I got so side tracked by having all of them this close to me.
„Do you want to head on back to the others now beautiful? Or should we stay a bit longer here in the kitchen?" Rosalie asks. Her eyes shining brightly as I turn my attention towards her. Since I however don't want to yet again get sidetracked, I try to nod my head in reply quit hurriedly. I once again can feel as my cheeks warm up, surely shining bright red from all of their attention on me. Still I feel way too happy to have them around me to even think of feeling embarrassed from my constant blushing.
„Well, let's get going then." Emmet instructs softly, one of his big hands lovingly placed on my back to escort me back to the rest of his family, and of course to their friends as well.
„Did you enjoy your dinner princess?" Carlisle questions the second we round the corner of the room, at the same time informing everyone else in there of our return. All of them smiling softly as I still hold onto jasy's hand for comfort.
„It was really tasty, thanks for asking." I answer with a shy smile.
„And thanks again for cooking with me." I add, once more to the four sweet humans that so sweetly made sure I had something to eat, while also giving me a break from everyone else that has just gotten here today. Therefore I was able to get my bearings back up, especially since I wasn't expecting the Cullen family to get even more visitors.
„Don't be silly sweetheart, we already told you how we enjoy cooking with and for you." Esmes right away reply's. Her unbelievably loving tone, instantly makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Once again making me question how they can have such an incredible effect on me. Even more so since we only just met and I till now have never trusted anyone new around. So why them? Of course they never gave me any reason to not trust them, but it still makes me curious as to how they make me feel so unbelievably safe with them close around me.