I'd like to go far away
Where no one can see me
But I can hear them
Cars around the big city
People dancing in a club
Couples fighting and kissing
Family night, where they're watching TV
While I'm looking at the stars
Shining so bright over me
Istanbul's charm made me wanna die
And rebirth from the ashes
Of the unconditional love I learned there
I just want to swirl around its streets
And being invisible so that I can catch
Every glimpse and every detail
This magical place offers around
I want to disappear in one cave
Perhaps an old garage around the Bosphorus
Drinking some beer and being glad
That I'm just far away.I know, there are feelings in between
I can't let them go
Because they are the only reminder I have
Of what it feels like
To be in love
And although they were once flowers
That bloomed in the beauty of my youth
They became rotten in black and white
Painful to watch and smell in that mirror
Where I'd see my eyes every day
But at least I felt something
That's why I'm attached to these feelings
Because I'm not feeling anything anymore
I became numb of this pain
And that's not healing, but surviving
And all I actually want
Is for this to be a reminder
Of not being in love
While I'm holding hands
With the one I'm supposed to be with.Sit with me, dear Megara
I will tell you a story that will break your heart
I hope you realize by the end
That love comes in all forms
But even when this is the case
It doesn't mean the one we love
Will ever love us in a way
Sometimes, dear Megara
Love is just not given nor corresponded
It's not your fault, must be a karma you're paying
But you're too young, sweet Megara
So try to understand him as well
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Joys Of A Soul
PoetryShort poems aimed to describe the feeling of losing someone without really losing them, but yourself. And how painful it can be to discover that even to your own self, your past version will never come back. All that's left is the current version, l...