Black Widow

35. *

"I love you too" he said before crawling on top of me.

It didn't matter if it was too soon for some people, for us, it was the right time.

He saved me, didn't care about my past, didn't care if I killed people.

He liked me for me.

And I left everything behind for him, I stopped what I did, for him. I wanted to be a normal girl

We kissed, like we never kissed before. Slowly, as if we had all the time in the world, which ultimately we did.

"I am ready Lando" I whispered on his lips.

"I know you are" he pecked my lips a few times. "I will take it slow"

He did just that. He undressed me, carefully, as if I might break if he was too fast.

Kissed my body a few times and when he almost undressed me fully, he looked down at me. He was taking me in, but probably looking at the scars too.

"You're beautiful" he said, kissing me up to my lips again.

While he was kissing me, he grabbed something out of the drawer next to us.

He took his shirt off, his pants followed pretty soon after and he let me take his underwear off.

I saw many dicks in my life but this time it was different.
I wasn't gonna cut this one off, I was gonna enjoy this one.

He put the condom on, laid down on my body again and slide inside of me while pressing his lips against mine.

We moaned against each other's lips. It felt so good and I wish I could enjoy it.

But as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw them again, which made me tense up again.

"Hey hey" Lando said, cupping my face with his hands. "Look at me"

I opened my eyes, looked straight into his and I relaxed again.

"It's me, you're safe" he whispered. "I am not gonna hurt you"

I nodded, wrapped my legs around him, which made him continue pushing into me.

Slowly, softly, with his lips against mine.

We had sex in the most beautiful way.

He made me realize that I could be weak in front of him and by doing that, he made me stronger again.

He saved me, in more ways than one. In every possible way.

For the first time in years, I enjoyed having sex, I enjoyed every second of it. It was amazing.

Lando was amazing.

He fell asleep pretty soon after we had sex, I cuddled up to him.

It was the first time in a while that I didn't think about the past anymore. He made me excited for the future.

Sin

Bonnie
Where are you?

At Lando's
Why?
It's already 2am
Are u okay?

Yes I am
Just found out who ratted u out

Oh that
I don't think I care anymore

I think u have to care though
U have to know
Meet me tomorrow, okay?

Okay