Ranked #7 in Toxic
#3 in BWWM
#20 in dark romance
Raya doesn't believe in love anymore because every guy she dates or takes serious shows her why she'd rather be alone but she that doesn't mean she wants to be. One night on a night she was called...
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Raya
"Don't you think Duke's being a little harsh?" Ivory asks me while chewing loudly on some skittles.
She and I spent the last couple of hours catching up on Bridgerton and to say that I was disappointed was an understatement.
Season one was top tier in my opinion. The tension between Duke and Daphne was exhilarating and spicy. I was on my toes waiting for those two to finally say dolo and fuck. When they finally went on their honeymoon? Muah, chefs kisses.
We're not going to talk about her basically raping the poor guy.
Now, season two? It was meh. Anthony and Kate was a cute little love story but that Bridgerton boy is something else. I think he pissed me off more than Daphne did.
Momma Violet had to watch her children go through so much. I honestly felt for the old women.
Now season three can kiss. my. ass.
That's all I'm going to say about that one.
"Harsh? She forced him to basically get her pregnant. That's fucked up!" I said in disbelief.
Ivory giggled at my dramatic ass. "You're over doing it. He lied to her."
"Which is messed up, yes, but that doesn't justify what she did. And then she has the nerve to walk away like she was the one mad. They could've talked about it. Duke is a grown ass man who is too stuck on a stupid promise he made to his dead father. He could've specifically said 'hey, I can have children I'm just ready for any yet. I can't take care of them and I don't want to put the same burden on them my dad put on me' and left it at that. If she didn't understand then that would've been on her." I ranted.
"You're forgetting that she kept bringing up the fact that she wanted children knowing he didn't want any. Then, she damn near threatened him, used his feelings for her against him and then when she found out the truth by being nosy she did what she did instead of talking to him about it. They're both at fault." Ivory argued.
I scoffed. "We're arguing the same point. Their communication skills sucks. If anyone ever lied to me about something knowing they could've just came to about it I would literally beat the ass and cut them out of my life completely. Lying is like the number one worst thing to do to somebody and you know how much I hate liars." I shook my head.
I went to steal some of her popcorn and I titled my head when her face went blank and she sat frozen in her seat. She looked like she was about to throw up. "Hey," I waved my hands in her face. "What's going with you? Why do you look like you're about to throw up in my couch?" I asked her half joking.
She blinked and then swallowed. "Um.. n-nothing my stomach just started to hurt a bit," she chuckled awkwardly. "To much cheese I guess."
Snorting, I say "I could've told you that. You know how bad your lactose intolerance is and yet you still insist on eating dairy like your life depended on it." I laughed.
She smiled softly and bowed her head. "Yea you're right, it's time for me to cut down on it."
"Glad we're on the same page." I said as I pressed play on the next episode.
Ivory cleared her throat and she checked her phone. " I have to go."
"What?" I said, pouting. "Again? Every time you come over here you're leaving an hour later. We barely get to spend time with each other."
Ivory sighs sadly. "I know, I'm sorry. It's just with classes and work, I don't be having the time or energy to do stuff anymore. I'm always tired. Like right now, I have to do an extra shift to pay for my rent next week. You know how it is." She reasons.
"I guess so." I said.
"I love you." She tried to hug me but I stayed still, not liking how my only friend never had time for me.
"Love you too." I said lowly, disappointed.
When she left, I sighed and dropped backwards on the couch so that I was laying in my back.
Lately, I've been feeling extremely lonely. Not to mention, I haven't had any sex in so bad long it's almost sad.
Wanting to do something crazy, I grabbed my purse, phone and put on my shoes and headed out the door.
I have on some shorts and a crop top, not really club material but it is what it is. I need a quick fuck and I need one now.
I was driving out of my parking space when my car went off telling me I had a message. When I saw who it was from, my heart pounded in my chest.
Unknown: where are you headed babygirl?
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