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You have the biggest crush on Logan - Part 2*

You found him kissing Jean, but not just kissing but making out and you were completely heartbroken, and you felt like a fucking idiot. You knew that he had feelings for Jean before she had disappeared, everyone thinking she was dead. You thought that maybe there was a slight chance that he could feel something for you.

You wouldn't ever tell him about your feelings now, you rather drown in your own self-pity than risk the embarrassment of rejection. But it wasn't like you had blurted out that you loved him, but hopefully he just thought it was slip up. If you never mention it again, it doesn't have to be a problem. As much as you planned to move on, you still felt the immense pain of seeing the man you were in love with, with another women, one you know for sure that he is capable of being in love with.

He tried to talk to you after what happened, but you couldn't face him. You couldn't be so blantliy rejected and then have the same relationship that you had before. You couldn't watch him with Jean, but they weren't together after that. She got back together with Scott, always hurting Logan and she had done for years before they thought she died.

Then one day during lunch, Jean tried to have a girl talk with you, apologizing about Logan and trying to explain herself. But then you snapped, "I don't care what you have to say, Jean."

"I'm just trying to say that Logan-."

"I don't need to hear about what you think Logan wants or how he feels." You argued.

"What happened was my fault-."

"He kissed you back!' You shouted, as you glanced around the room as it went deadly silent, before looking back at Jean. "I don't care about why it happened but I'm-I'm done. I'm not playing games anymore."

As you got up from the table, your eyes met Logan's as he rested against the door frame. You put your head down as you walked past him and then you heard his loud footsteps trail behind you. "Y/n, just slow down."

"Fuck off, Logan."

"No." Logan grunted, as he grabbed at your waist and blocked you from moving further down the hallway. Your eyes blinking shut as you felt his firm hands against the dip of your waist. But you neglected to meet his eyes as he stood in front of you.

"Move." You gritted, as you realized you don't think he's ever been so close to you before.

"I'm sorry I kissed her back." Logan breathed; you felt your jaw tremble at his words.

"It's none of my business anyway."

"C'mon, that's not true." He gruffed, searching your face for a semblance of hope.

"Well, you make it pretty fucking unclear." You finished, stepping away from him and removing his hands from your body. "And-and seeing that hurt me."

"I know." Logan murmured. "What can I do?"

"I'm so fucking mad at you." He nodded, as his hand came up to your cheek, your eyes finally connecting with his.

"Show me." Logan urged, his voice rough and sultry. The two of you stood there staring at each other for the longest time, your heartbeat thumping away in your chest. The want, the need to touch him again, building up and making your shoulders tense. All Logan did was slowly step closer and closer until you gripped on to his shirt. His breath deepened at the way your hands wrapped around the material of his shirt. That's when you pushed him up against the wall and seared your mouth to his.

This was just the beginning of the two of you fucking like you were wolves mating in the night. The two of you rough with each other, biting at each other's skill, drawing blood and holding each other so tightly you created cresent dents and bruises. It had looked like the two of you had been literally fighting like wolves. You was beyond pissed at him because of Jean. You wanted him just as much as he wanted you, but the hurt outweighed it and he wanted to do something to try and fix this.

A part of him knew that he should've told you how he felt.

But the other part just wanted show you how he felt.

He would promise himself that next time would be different; he would tell you he loved you so he could stop pushing you away. But Logan didn't think a girl like you belonged with a guy like him. He thought he was destined to die alone, so what would giving his heart away to someone else do? He'd just lose more of himself, something that murder, pain and alcohol had slowly been doing over the years